INSANITY

2010-06-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

finally am going to update. Finished art camp today, 3 days 2 nights of non-stop laughters and retarded moments, i wished everyday was art camp. Best was when everyone was eating peanut butter bread and got caught by Ms D. Jumping at any available opportunity to use facebook and camwhore with the Photobooth.Treating art room like a Kbox to sing out loud and watch retarded dances that keep us thankfully sane and not insane. Screaming at random cats after showering and eating the same thing for dinner 2 days in a row, that's like the highlights of art camp.
and i wouldn't mind having another one;)
Rest of the june holidays are going to be spent in art, omfg! but okay as long as i get my layout out asap, then then painting starts and i think i might drag till Term 3, die die.
anyway ok, back to bloody art

2010-05-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm back on blogger once again, because i have no brains to use tumblr.
Well, anyway,it's been awhile since i used blogger and many things have changed, i entered secondary four,which i presume will be the worst bloody year of my academic life. Because of the invention named GCE O Levels and it's at times like this when you wished you were still a blissfully ignorant kindergardener.
Well, back to the main point. Planning of cross country went well, the event went smoothly, and i think i should get a career in events management. Having stepped down from Guides , i find myself going back to Guides as much as i can, because i still feel a strong attachment to my CCA and i enjoy the company of my juniors. It takes on a new level after you've stepped down.
Well, you must be thinking why has my blogging style changed,to something more formal, actually i have no idea, maybe i've grown up.
Yes, maybe.

anyway, school tomorrow and no bloody flexi. whooooope!

2009-08-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

right, i know i've been MIA since like forever
okay these few weeks haven't been good and i really want to kick ass now alright
walao i'm serious man!
haiyo, a lot of things going on right now this is not a proper entry and ya this totally sucks right now la okay everyone shld go on with their happy lives and quit reading my blog.

2009-07-10T08:06:00.001-07:00

seriously!
tiring day today don't wish to post about training
i don't want to blog about anything regarding to trainings cos i'll prolly get myself into deep shit
and now i'm feeling REALLY unhappy

they just don't give chances

you can actually noy care abt this post cos like nth's gna change the current situation and she always gets what i want, i wonder if she feels happy.

2009-07-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

i miss my sec 2 life
photos never fade off

fat chan and fat yap
our fangirlling days
our lives were like all over cute guys hot guys idols jonas brothers soccer and fun fun everyday
fat coach played a big part in our soccer days too :)
we hung out and " did our homework" and tried " studying" for exams
the fun things we do together.

my two fishes
i look terrible in this picture but my two fishes look great
life in Guides with you 2 around had been great
Angela, continue to do your best in guides and i'm still your awesome fish
Peiyee, find back your passion for Guides, live your life crazy, party like a rockstar

INDIA FIELDTRIP '08!

my most memorable overseas trip
all the running around hotels and shopping and all the pictures we took
and our dikirbarat HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
looking forward to outings!

LAURA TAN JOO HWEE
haven't hung out with this girl ever since like idk when la
last time i heard her voice was over the phone on her birthday
miss you like mad la woman, faster find time to go out with me
hope you haven't been ill treating steaky!

my happy shopping days with the fishball
my sec 2 days in guides were super fun cos we talked back to seniors together
complaint about trainings together, thought of ways to skip trainings together
will never forget those days.

FAT LIU AND FAT YAP ON ANGEL'S BED

need i say more?
this picture is priceless.

i hate sec 3 life cos it feels like i have no life!

2009-06-25T06:56:00.000-07:00

this week has been a good week
met up with clarissa and got promoted
haven't seen that crazy woman with green nails for like freaking long la
i started on my fat hmwk alr okay
i lost my chinese hmwk and i don't know how to do my POA.
but good enough the rest are more or less done
k happy me

geog proj with hillary team ( i hope) tomorrow

2009-06-21T01:53:00.000-07:00

tell me about a girl's intuition
100% accurate

this is so hard, i mean like for both me and you
you'll have to please both me and her
although i'll have to spend less time with you, give you more time with her, i'm a bit sore inside but what can i do, it's a friendship we're saving
she's so impt to you and you're so impt to her, i guess you better hurry up spend time with her
hurts me to see her sad.
i'm gonna go get used to a life of waiting for calls and texts
tell me when she starts to understand k?
meanwhile i'll wait
i still luv you and her, even though in different ways, but still equally
i'll be waiting

2009-06-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

3E3 CLASS CHALET!
had fun
i only slept 4 hrs in within 48 hrs
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah

2009-06-16T02:32:00.000-07:00

right, i think staying at home drives me crazy
but i did my work k, tsk did all my unfinished hmwk like a cow
and finished 1 phy, 7qns of maths and last few paragraphs of sw
okay this sucks cos i'm such a slacker la, have been slacking my ass off since 4 pm and tuition later, tsk man!
and siao alr la, left like idk how many days to sch reopen and my hmwk still not done, omg, pls slap me. 18th got NDP selection, idk what i'll get, not contingent pls
and the worst thing i can't be absent, cos i have certain responsibilities and i can't abandon them! right, i knw, my sad life, aiyo, it's getting tiring to think of guides all the time, but okay la
aiyo, school haven't reopen then i'm like that alr, siao alr la, imagine the homework load and all when sch reopens, tsk man!

and i have nth else to say
right, looking forward to chalet

2009-06-15T04:48:00.000-07:00

aiyo sian you know, no pictures la
hmmm okay busy week, my fat hmwk is like not done aiyo, paper is bloody free la this school
happy me, no art hmwk.
anw , i've been busy with like rod trngs and chalet is just 2 days away!
so many things to do, so little time
i might bring my hmwk to chalet
okay this is a really random post
and we have to freaking go shopping for rod and i haven't wrote letters to the snrs i wna thank, omg.
okay this is a sucky post and i have nth to talk about
oh ya the hannah montana move was like WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
tsk, disney channel/nickelodeon die hard fan k
okay, looking forward to chalet!
and i just realised there's so many people trying to do lady gaga's make up
there are even tutorials can? lol it's funny to watch ppl put make up HAHAHA

and i'm like quite sad today, okay sad me i'm making no sense la, what!
okay sad me, aiya, it doesn't belong to me so it's alright.

2009-06-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA i'm indian!
my facebook quiz results says so, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay, rotted at home with all my hmwk yesterday, could die!
i hate procrastinating
okay and my work is like only half done more or less and there only like 2 weeks left to do, so i'm like screwed la, okay
and i procrastinate like a freaking cow okay
if i continue working at this rate, i think i'll have to bring my hmwk to the chalet and lock myself in the toilet to finish it up
okay might be going to school earlier tmr to do work
good me :)

righty, today went out to do hmwk with Claudia the Bimbo
library was almost full, managed to get seats, did work and went to makan w Angel
then did some more work and fun fun everyday did a lot of crap and all, fun day
took manymany pictures

and this bitch is back and i'm going out with this fat bitch called liu on 12, i hope
ARTFRIEND, no more shorty colour pencils! yay okay happy me :)

and i can't wait for class chalet,although i'll be fretting over my hmwk instead of having fun but don't care!
k la, the fatty has to slp so ya, g'nite everybody!

Devon Werkheiser!

2009-06-08T23:41:00.000-07:00

right, no pictures for today screwed usb cable and i haven't asked Mah to send me the remaining pics.
today is boring hmwk day ):
woke up and did my hmwk la, tsk it's totally crazy and driving me mad okay
and not only sch hmwk, still got assesment leh!
aiyo thambi! school thinks paper is free, at home also think paper is free, is paper really that free
tsk boring week ahead i knew it, god, pls give me guide trng or whatever this week, remedial also can la,i just want to go to school!
go clean up guide room also can! tsk i just want to go to school, damn i hate holidays and i hate it when i'm hungry and i have nth to eat at home!

oh ya had a great time ytd
went to school with Mah to submit our tee designs to Mr Wo
and then the Mah Mo Jie was late and so am i
so we met at like 12 plus
then went to school. Met Mr Wo then went to 3/6 to take Mah's file
then she climbed into the class like a thief la, LOL, climbed through the window
then went to Mac to eat, ya i knw i'm growing fatter, say bye to dreams of being skinny yap
and Mah, say bye to dreams of your one thousand skinny horses, HAHAHA
then went to BK to do our hmwk. i was so hardworking i did some of my humans, unlike the lazy Mah, talk to Mandy on the phone until can't even finish 1 wksht, lol
then physco-ed Mandy to come out and go to school to go to school to do somethings
then went there, packed up the Guide room then Mandy this slacker keep going out to disturb the suddenly hardworking Mah when she's doing her work, then Melvyn and Caijing came along to talk to Mah and Mandy
then suddenly this huge dragonfly flew into guide room la, then i was like " shit!" and i was clutching this stack of papers and then i ran out of the room, then they laugh at me la LOL
went back in and tidied up and threw away expired guide cookies, then Mah, Mandy and Caijing ate the expired cookies la , and almost tricked Mr Wo into eating one. Melvyn and i didn't try.
then cleared up the cookies and all then left
actually wanted to accompany Mandy to buy her contacts but too bad my dad came to fetch me home):
chatted about fangirling with Mah. LOL it was fun

yeah i hate my phone so much.
and i'm still hungry, i'm fat!

2009-06-07T19:08:00.000-07:00

eh walao eh i hate my phone man.
now the stupid usb dosen't wna work, win alr.
so no pictures for you people

going to school to meet Mah later to meet Mr Wo to settle the freestyle tee and SJAB tee respectively. and we're gna bomb him for our 21 bucks and our hillary challenge pictures.
i'm finally starting on my homework, was procrastinating like a cow last week
anw i just realised have a super hot neighbour! HAHAHAHHAA
and new games came for the Wii in the post a few days back
there's this drumming game, totally cool, k i shall go play it later.
Je says that when Jsam and i play we look like retards
anw, je, you only got a D so don't talk so much HAHAHAHAHHA

right, imma play Wii now, blog all the pictures later

2009-06-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

life is so totally great la.
haven't talked to her in like idk how many days and like yeah, it was alright w/o her
okay, idk why she's been like so bloody distant, like yeah new friends and all, but i like practically have like 485743786574576547645 things to tell her and all and called like freaking 16+ times and it really got on my freaking nerves idk if you people knw who the f is she, i'm not saying anything bad here or whatever, it's my blog, so all of you (*&*^$^%# can stfu.i mean like i wanted her to be the first to knw the hillary results, called like a bloody ftard and yeah what? 16+ times. no answer
what do you ppl want me to do?call her another 160 times? i mean like i have a life and i have things to do and if you ppl start telling me that a friendship is more impt than anything else and i shld like heck care all else and like call her for another 300 plus times then you can go and f the wall and FO k. like all of you will do that, as if!
ya and i'm not blaming her, k it's all my fault .
giving her some me time now so she can like spend it with her new friends and forget an oled friend like me, i don't mind la actually, i'm gna be too busy to care and yeah might be going overseas and all and it's not for a freaking holiday, don't think i happy happy good life la, go overseas play, pls la, i wished k.
and it would really help if all of you shut up abt this OR AT LEASE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR MY FEELINGS LA PLS!

2009-06-03T18:36:00.001-07:00

okay was tired to post about hillary yesterday
so now since i'm so bloody free, i shall post

okay woke up at freaking 5 am and felt jumpy and stupid
then got ready, woke Dad up and ate breakfast
dad fetched me to Northpoint, meeting point
the Mah, Peh, Ng and Hong were already there
then the Sim, Low and Ong came.
so Mr Wo came to fetch us and got Hong to throw a cardboard box away, but he couldn't find a dustbin, so he dumped it in the plant outside the HK cafe.
then got on the car and went off to idk where for breakfast
the guys were busy texting and all and the girls were like snoozing off in the car
went for breakfast at some random coffeeshop, then Hong was like " eh what's the block number ar? I order Mac delivery"
rofl, bloody joker
went to the Changi MOE Adventure Camp thing or sth like that la can't remember
registered and had "codes" written on our arms, mine's T6-8
Team 6, No, 8
recieved our tags also and sat around and did nothing until like 9 plus went for briefing
the weather was crazy, the sea was effing choppy and it looked like it was gna rain
then went back, packed up a bit, took some group pictures and some dude with a huge camera came and told us to pose for a picture, lol we thought he was from mediacorp or sth
then had to get ready for the race
we purposely act dao and stroll slowly, when some other schools damn kiasu run like no tomorrow like that
then the dude with the huge camera stopped us for another photo
and for strolling, we were the front line of the whole group of hillary challengers
then race started, ran to the sea, jumped right in and swam
the Ng, Hong, Sim, Ong were the first 4 to swim in cos they were going for the 150m
alot of other schools, then it was Mah, Peh, Low and me
then Peh had a stich so we had to pull her along, told Mah to hold on to me
so Low and i were holding on to Peh and Low was swimming i side butterfly and i was swimming side stroke, so many other random people hold on to us la, and all got kicked in the face. Low went to pull other people out of the way. Foul play was everywhere
so we finally reached and realised everyone swam 50 metres, instead of 150 and 50
cos of the weather
damn, the sea was crazy, it was damn choppy, i thought i would die or sth
then next up was first aid. Low, Peh, Mah,Sim and i were doing first aid while the Hong, Ng and Ong went to do the cycling, they had to cycle like what? 7 km
and they went topless cos their shirt was like wet
the first aid was totally stunt man
had this scenario where there was a collarbone fracture and Sim was the victim
the it was a fruit knife stab, Low was the victim. Low was so vain, he told Sim to help him style his hair -.-
then had to make a stretcher with canvas and poles
so we anyhow tikam anyhow fold, made Sim lie on top and then carried it and ran off
seriously zai.
then had to wait for the 3 cycling topless stunt man to come back
meanwhile Low was like chiobu here chiobu there and polluting Sim with his nonsense
then the 3 stuntman came back and next up was firelighting / tent pitching
Sim and i went for firelighting, while the rest went for tent pitching
used solid fuel and a box of laoya pok matchsticks
then after so many failed attempts, Sim went to collect dry leaves and grass
he muttered so many profanities la ROFL
then the fire like finally started and the rest came
then Hong had this idea of spraying Deep Heat on the gauze and burning it cos Deep Heat is flammable.
so we tried it and did it super discreetly and we saw other schools openly burning their triangular bandage then we don't care alr, anyhow spray and the fire was like boom!
cooked out maggie mee and it tasted quite alright.
then it was kayaking
was quite madly cheering
mistook another team for Hong and Sim in the kayak and shouted at them to stop caring about their hair and all like " EH NIJEL MARCUS, DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR HAIR! FASTER! DON'T CLACK! SLACKERS!" then we realised it's not them HAHAHAHAHA
then we felt stupid and looked away HAHAHAH
Ong and I were kayak partners and the sea was really choppy
then it was orienteering and that was crazy too, anyhow tikam and we tyco get more than 3 correct
then it was rock climbing abseiling then FINISH POINT!

it was a good learning experience, i don't mind going again!
although 13th was disappointing , well send another team next year!
and thx Mr Wo for dinner!

2009-06-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

13
we went there as HULKS
came back as HULKS at the 13th position
Yishun Town will go back again next year and be the Nzone school, against the independant schools.
we will excell

2009-06-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

hey girl
you've changed so much
y'knw, i always find myself thinking, that girl looks so much like you, but i don't know how she is
i mean like, it's not that i'm trying to be a selfish bitch and stop you from making new friends, maybe you think the new ones come and the old ones go
no way, you're forever, in my heart
think about it, how many stupid things we've done together and how many inside jokes we had
how many rubbish conversations and look at all the pictures we took, i don't want to forget about you after o levels and go on searching for new friends and what do i get from that? you're sticking with me, always
you're the first person i think of when i have good or bad news, or when i wna cry or anything
thx for always being there
maybe you can't see how much you've changed, i don't know if it's for the good or for the bad
i'm trying to help you understand, but no, it's not working
i don't knw what to say anymore
it breaks my heart to see you and not know what to say or what, the only think i can do is smile.
yeah i'm cool with you hanging out with them, go on, live your life
you always say you believe you have a purpose driven life, i believe that too, yeah you've got one life, do something
and if i'm the one holding you back, let be go, go on, live your life, but remember, my phone is always on for you to call back anytime
people tell me if you're happier with them, let you go
tell me if you are k, then i'll prolly stop being a pain in the arse k
left 7 missed calls on your cell and 3 on your house phone
i'm going for hillary challenge tomorrow, don't think you know
i hope you're the first to knw the results, waiting for your call.

2009-06-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast i get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

HULKS, WE CAN DO IT!

2009-05-30T06:52:00.001-07:00

k is this great or great, my com had been shifted to the living room and it's called a PC ( personal computer) wow yay
and guess what's the new addition to the Yap family, they Yap Wii
everyone's having fun playing it and now Jonathan is trying to play Wii bowling from the kitchen
and i really suck at the bowling so i'm waiting for my table tennis
and yeah hiked up bukit timah hill today, Mt Panti was harder
woah, all those running and swimming really built up my stamina.
happy yap!
now the je and the js are playing bowling and sabo-ing each other, should take a picture of both of them foul playing each other and post it up, but not now cos i'm so freaking tired, fat and lazy
je is an epic failure HAHAHAHAH
okay the Wii is mad fun that comes in a small package, go buy one and try it for yourself
not kidding!

Hillary trainings have been real fun the challenge is coming real soon
HAHAH i wna go to NZ!
and HULK tee is like too big for everyone la, idk why the sizes are all blown out of proportion. the S already looks huge and Khoo and i gei kiang go take L and now it looks like a freaking dress
the Sim wanted to take XS to show off his muscles la, tsk, Mah got him to take S which i thnk will be too huge for him

ROD trainings have been the bomb.
finally after 2 years of being pushed around to dance like losers, we finally get to do nothing
okay shit spoke too soon, text just came in, pairing up with ncc, haha.
at least we're our own i/cs and thats good

Art museum on Monday... okay idc la just go there look look see see and pretend to appreciate
and i'll take lots of pictures, cos i might be bored there
hope it's cool
and bag check for hillary on tues. okay.
pray my menses really don't come, get delayed, or sth i'm making myself stressed so i won't have my menses! HAHA rubbish right

okay la my table tennis start alr

2009-05-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

OKAY I SCREWED UP MY INTERVIEW AND YEAH I'M SO SCREWED NOW AND NOW I'M ACHING ALL OVER AND ROCK CLIMBING WASN'T ANY BETTER.
bloody hell stupid palms, will you quit sweating?
and i want to go swimming cos the weather is so bloody hot + train
and yeah pray my menses don't come till after 3 june.
and yeah, felt down after my interview, really needed to talk to someone, thx weifun for talking nonsense with my in the middle of the corridor
ya la so last minute the thing you expect what siol. i got trainings till what time everyday? then what expect me hand up badges and all.
ya la i'm so screwed cos i don't have my travel declaration form and what my maths file is like shit and i handed it up and i'm so lazy to start on my fat hmwk i shld die!
tsk, life's hard.
and, i miss you

p.s. the only enlightening thing, we collected our HULK tee and Mr Wo sent us home.

2009-05-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

this picture isn't complete yet! cos the Sim was late for rock climbing
will take another cool picture when we all get our tees!

busy these few days cos of ROD trainings and Hillary trainings
well, feels quite good to be so involved in ytss stuff, lol
had fun during ROD trainings, learnt new stuff, sec 2s looked cute dancing .

HIllary trainings were awesome too, it starts off with slacking until 4 plus then starting on trainings and a lot of pushing to get everyone up and about then PT till like 7 then home
yesterday the Mah and the Peh were the most free ones lor, we were all busy with ROD stuff till like 4 plus then went into the sjab room to slack a bit while waiting for everyone to come

this is how the Mah looks like being squashed in the sjab sick bed
and her gaowei expression is cos she's stuck and her DBSK songs are playing
the boys were like kinda emo waiting for texts from some people *girlfriends*
tsk no idea boys do that and not one,. all four of them, but Hong, not really la.

looking forward to friday, rockclimbing part 2 and swimming! plus tee!

i see no point anymore
you put me down half the time, you never support me, you insult me in your mother tongue, you apologise saying " i'm apologising even though its not my fault." then whats the freaking point of apologising?you always say my eyes small, ya say all you want but there's a limit, you point middle finger at me and put the blame on yiying, you snatch the ball when we're playing soccer all the time, then whats the point carrying on playing with you? you break promises, you insult me then say " in a good way" you find reasons for everything, like after insulting me, "i'm preparing you for hillary challenge." what kind of nonsnese!? then when i didn't even mention her name, you can anyhow accuse me, but if i accused you, you'd long gone kick up a big fuss and start showing me attitude. and you always cough " bullshit!" when i say something
friend, i didn't know you were so capable of all these, capable of making me cry even when i didn't shed a tear when i fought with my 2 year past bestf. people tell me fights strengthen friendships, our fights are going nowhere, but this time, it's going to the dumps, no point trying to salvage, you don't even care. stop lying that you don't want our friendship to die, everything and everyone else is forever more impt then our friendship. today i found out, i don't mean anything to you, do i?

2009-05-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

every time i leave my heart turns grey

okay this is gonna be a super random post cos i have nothing to blog about and i'm damn bored

okay my new wishlist!

AUDIO TECHNICA GREEN!
hahah i don't care la my ear piece one side no sound alr la i want a new one! LG KS360! red and black!

this is such a sexy phone, pls watch your drool
hahahahaha and now my s 500i like shit and so is my nokia spare
so i deserve a new one, like seriously!

and this tank top is to arty lor
lol once an art student always an art student
do everything also art art art, it gets sickening!

woah i like raglan tees! esp this one
the green looks great!
i wna buy like all the colours available and will only wear all my raglan tees!
but it does look a bit masculine ,doesn't it?

yesterday Khoo bought the green one for like 29.90
Aihui, pls don't scream, blogshops are selling it for like 8.90
haha now i wna eat M&Ms

cute handmade earstuds!
cool blogshops selling these
who wants to be a joker and wear the first pair to school?

phototaking on monday
lets see who's the joker who's gonna dye their hair blonde or sth and risk getting the class photo taken out of the yearbook
hahah, okay random post but it took 2 hrs
school tmr, eh idk the timetable!

2009-05-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

ROCKCLIMBING WAS FUNFUNFUN TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX
although it was only half a day
sry no photos, idk where my usb went and i'm so fat and lazy to go look for it
anyway, i had a free fall experience today, thanks to the super Khoo Aihui
but it was fun.

met the Mah, Peh, Ong, Ng, Hong in the morning
they had their breakfast, cos i was late
then Khoo, Sim and Low weren't there yet
Khoo was more or less MIA
Sim had flu so he was coming late
then Low got lost (?)
Hong started his rubbish about what Low's missing, then need map, blabla, helicopter, then Peh suggested a search party, full of nonsense , these people, but they're still cool
then we were gna be late so we started going to safra on out own w/o the Khoo, Low and Sim
then Low suddenly appeared
so we went into safra and waited at the rock wall for Mr Wo, who was also apparently MIA
so waited and then Mr Wo came .
went into this kiddy place where the walls are all rockwalls and the floor was cushioned, was kinda nice, k la friday post all pictures okay
there was this slope, then the guys kept saying it's like the Ninja Warrior obstacle course
the Khoo and i joined in to play too
then the instructor came
started with 30mins of crap, waiting for Sim to come
then when everyone was here, theory started
the coolio insrtuctor looks like Mas Selamat, ROFL
Friday take picture show you all people
then he joker la, practically TCS
then fun fun
went out to try the rock wall and that was when the Khoo gave me a free fall
had fun watching others climb
then went off for lunch
the Peh and Mah had to go early so we ate chicken rice like top speed
then Khoo and i went to meet the guys then went back to Safra
then wear harness nice nice everything then rain
what sia, course cancelled, coming back on friday!
then wentot slack with the Khoo, Ng, Sim, Hong, Ong and Low
no where to go cos the Khoo and Hong were in school PE attire
so decided on bowling, but idk why change to pool
the guys played pool first then Khoo and i went to join
fun fun rubbish

the Khoo, Mah, Peh, Sim, Ong, Low, Ng, Hong are surnames
we are the HULKS
though it would be cool to adress surnames hahahahaha.
k looking forward to the rest of the trainings and the tee!

MY DEAR SEC 2 GUIDES I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!
CONTINUE TO KEEP IT UP! LUV YOU ALL WONDERFUL PEOPLE!

2009-05-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE THE NOISY CRAZY FAT YAP IS BACK, NO MORE EMO!
kayaking was fun
esp with the hillary challenge people
partnered with Ongweilong. good company and a very random partner
but really thx for everything, good job.
i like the hillary challenge people, i can't wait to get the tee!
ROD was alright
i love my sec 2s, sry for blowing my top at times
yay! rock climbing with they HULKs tomorrow!

thx for all the concern on my tagboard people, i'm fine now, luv ya'll

2009-05-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

我不想的
sorry training ended late today
sorry my phone was screwed and the batt was flat
k i'm sorry.

phy was a disappointment
well everything is, including me
i'm such a disappointment
i don't want things to turn out this way, but what can i do, it's all my fault and no one else
i'm so sorry i went and got myself selected for hillary challenge
i'm sorry i volunteered to be sec 2 i/c and make myself busier
i'm sorry alright
i'm sorry i even had dreams
sorry i aspired to be a leader.
i am so sorry

i'm a mistake, a disappointment, a let down
thank you sister and father, you guys have made me a better person
she is the apple of your eye, yeah she deserves it, after all, she's an all rounder, star student
never a loser, not like me
no you didn't show favourtism, she's older, more mature, i understand
but i felt it
yes i wished i wouldn't feel that way
but it's all my fault. not yours
i just wish you'll teng me like you did before
i'm sorry for not being what you wanted
it's just that she has her other half already, why can't you love me more?
and i wished i'd stop crying, so you wouldn't see, then you wouldn't think i was troubled
but wait, you won't really bother.

did a lot of thinking on the way home.
only one thing was playing in my head
" cos everytime that i try i get tongue tied, i need a little good luck to get me by this time."

and JSam, if you're reading this, pls don't tell JE
i don't really want them to know, thx bro.

i guess i'll go, bye

2009-05-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

sorry for being such a loser
sorry i'm not what you two wanted me to be
sorry i'm such a stupid person
sorry i flunked my papers
sorry i rushed my prep work so hard i cried
sorry i'm such a messy artist " with aesthetic qualities"
sorry i'm not academically inclined
sorry i complain too much
sorry i voice out my opinions too much
sorry i'm such a fighter
sorry i'm in the hillary challenge
sorry i find reasons for everything
sorry for blaming others when they're in the wrong
sorry for demanding too much
sorry for being so cheerful everyday
sorry for being a happy go lucky person
sorry i was such a loser i can't compare to her
sorry i'm not doing my work 24/7
sorry for taking breaks in between studying
sorry for watching tv during my break time
sorry you didn't come home for dinner every night and watch me study
sorry your HBO gives you so much work
sorry for studying in school
sorry for staying back for art consultation
sorry for making jonathan teach me physics
sorry for occupying a space in your house
sorry for being the redundant loser daughter
sorry for having to give me pocket money everyday
sorry for staying in the same house as the 2 of you
sorry i had a sore eye on the day of my chinese paper
sorry for making me worry what time you'll come home
sorry you went clubbing till the next morning
sorry my art sucks
sorry i failed POA just like you did when you were in sec 3
sorry i breathe the oxygen you breathe
i am so sorry, you said don't blame others for my own mistakes, now i blame myself for everyone's mistakes, hope you're happy.
sorry i was even born, i didn't mean to be a loser and distrupt all your wonderful lives, i'm so sorry, i might be better off with Mum. or maybe she dosen't want me either, since i'm such a loser. i don't belong in your family of successful people anymore.

i'm not saying all these out of sarcasm, i really mean it
i'm so sorry for being a loser.

2009-05-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

WE ARE FINALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEEE

exams are freaking over yay NO MORE PREPWORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
hahah yesterday was da bomb
POA was fine
only one stupid trial balance with like some 100 dollars extra and that amt came from nowhere
then rushed art like a total moron and so did everyone else
almost died
then 3 hrs art exam
could really have died, 3 hours is so looooooooooooooooooooonggggggggggggggggggggggggg
yeah okay after a month of torture i'm finally freeeeeeeee but it's getting kinda boring and i'll probably die of heart attack on tuesday so lets all enjoy monday
any cool art students , all 15 girls and 1 boy, keen to go sentosa?
idc i need to tan!

ya i'm going to fail maths, i know it
but who cares la, exams are freaking over
and yeah i want a new phone ( ks360)
cos my phone (S500i) currently sucks and so does the spare phone.

went for the parenting talk with my dad yesterday
and now he's getting all stroppy and irritating about the computer addiction thing
and now he's giving me a freaking CURFEW
cut me some slack dude.

Hillary challenge training later, hope i don't die
cos i'm so fat i'll prolly die running 5 metres
yay fat yap
hmmm okay will post more
OI SHAFIQAH! i want to go SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-05-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

WE ARE FINALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-05-11T00:42:00.000-07:00

splitting headache
maths textbook notes wkshts everywhere
half done prep work

wonderful.

and phone's out of battery, not gna charge it
not gna ring anyway.
so i'm sitting around with the lappy and loading all the stupid heymaths tutorials and listening to them
with all the stupid maths wkshts and textbooks sterwn everywhere
a part of me just wants to throw everything out, since nothing can go in
the other part of me says" hang in there."
yes i'll listen to the other part
my head's still pounding

and i've just read the most beautiful love story. felt happy for the Girl and Boy.
and i'll just get back to maths then later art
yeah i'll just do that
and someone ,anyone pls call me
oh wait, my phone's out of battery, oh well.

back to maths or maybe art.

and i said i'll do my work
well just decided to type a longer post cos i haven't been doing so since idk when
anyway, viewed back all the india photos and crazy memories came flooding back
i'll never forget the yoghurt that i thought was ice cream and all the crazy bargaining.
and i'm beginning to miss Mrs D.'s cooking, shall ask sneha to wish her a belated mother's day for me
and the small monkey mohit for hugging my stuffed rabbit
and all the midnight sneaking around and ABISHEK!
and i'll never forget the experiment that Nijel did and all
i wna go back to india and never come back to singapore
or maybe, just go around the world, now thats cool.

2009-05-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

wah okay i am so tired
went to ikea and bought myself a red hot art folio
stupid holiday tmrw what kind of a day to have a freaking holiday man
then one more day of agonizing studying
cannot wait till 15th when i'll be free
and wtf, i re did my prep work
i love jamilene tan, totally
and yeah can't believe i'm actually gna say this but i'm starting to miss guides
hahah hard to believe

and i should slp now
k, i should go slp right now and wake up in the morning and sadly do my work
sad life i have
yes i know

2009-05-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

(L)
the only one who makes my heart melt
and the only 4 and a half year old that i'm not afraid of
hope you're doing well in US
luv you, yanzhe

2009-05-06T23:25:00.000-07:00

okay back from phy and poa
phy was alright
wee setted some weird questions but everything was alright
poa was suckage
people were gesturing to one another to cut throat sign
if i screw anymore papers, i'm going to be screwed

k rushing art prep work now, been drawing crushed cans for the past few week and now i'm drawing it again
life cannot get any sicker
swine flu pls come.

yes and you
i just want you to know
you might not see what is the danger
i'm trying to pull you away, but you don't know
or maybe neither do you care
how much you've changed i don't care
you're putting yourself in a difficult situation
they might look like their having much more fun than everybody else, but the grass always looks greener on the other side
i don't want you to get into trouble, friend
i'm still getting used to the new you

2009-05-02T08:53:00.000-07:00

okay it's like in the midst of exams and i'm happily blogging
and i think i really screwed my mt paper like crap
cos my freaking stupid sore eye hurt like %&%#@$%$%&^*&^&*(*()
i had to scribble like one cb and everything turned out fking messy i swear.
it hurt so much after the paper was collected i immediately ran to lyy and cried like a fking sissy la
so paisei, i no face go see everyone alr la

got so much to say then my sis force me go sleep la
wtf i know i sound like an effing spoilt brat complaining likw a wimp now
but hell no, fk i don't care i haven't blogged for like forever okay, damn bitch.

ya everyone don't come and read my pathetic blog okay
ya all of you can go sth better than coming to read this pathetic blog, don't waste your life

and yeah what am i to you?
a substitute? thanks man, i don't need it.
just beause she dosen't talk to you now, you come back to talk to me like we've been best friends all our life, i've got enought of it now
i always say i don't wna fight with you but yeah, this time i mean war.

2009-04-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

rofl i can't stand hanging out with yiying
rofl i'm going to die laughing
she la, omg carry the fat box home filled with her books
then we decided to sit at mac to slack
then saw lucas, forever in white, with his crumpler and called him
then he had some time to kill so we " entertained" him
yiying made him carry her box
walked to BK to see if yiying's cousin is there
then saw ruilin, nicklaus and yuhong there
talked across the glass wall with typed messages for awhile
then lucas walked off with yiying's box
then yiying didn't kjnow and then she went like " OMG whre is lucas! my books with him sia! OMg don't tell me he bring my books home!"
so retardedly, we walked past lucas without knwing la
then lucas appeared and then yiying and i laughed till we almost cried
wtf it's so funny i swaer i could roll on the floor okay
hahha k nothing else much
i wna play soccer!

2009-04-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

abcdefgh!
oh joy it's school tomorrow
and yeah, life's really been a serious bitch man
and i really have to stop fangirlling now
it's getting stupider by the minute
UDGYLGDSDISGYSFAYSAGUADJGDHLAB slap me pls, thx
and i really enjoy laughing at stupid ignorant sec 2s who fight with each other on their tagboards
dumb arses lol.
YA I KNW IT'S MEAN BUT IDC LA IT'S SO FREAKING FUNNY
i never really liked the 3 of them anyway
ignorant little kids

k that noisy nyonya that wears a bra cos she's a woman , keeps complaning about art and i think i should too
this is mad. okay mad mad mad

and i hate people with pretty lives and everyone loves them and they seem to not have any screwed up parts okay. i knw i sound freaking selfish but yeah, just let me say la k
stupid hmwk , almost died today
i knw this is a totally random post
AND I REALLY MISS MY SEC 2 LIFE

talked to cangy just now, she cried when she snrs stepped down
idk if i will, i don't feel sad that my snrs are stepping down
i feel kinda ashamed cos now others aer thanking their snrs for all that they've done and ll the scoldings they've given
now everyone's hoping their snrs won't leave, but what about me
my snrs helped me a lot, but idk why i don't feel a little bit sad that their stepping down. what is wrong with me
and if i were to start writing letters to my snrs now i have thing else to write except for " thank you" when people can blog long lengthy posts about their snrs, what about me?
i used to hate them like shit ( except for some) but i can't deny they've helped me become what i am today. i even argued with a lot of them, even when i'm wrong or right, i just want to fight for the sake of fighting
i never felt thankful after every scolding, but a sense of resentment towards them
i should start apprecitatitng them before they really leave ytss and i won't get to thank them properly.

and what's annoying me is my fat sis okay, damn IHNIUGDYWDUYWVDNGWMIMDXM
W
hate her like BDSLYDBYI VCYGDYIFYYDWYY la, stupid woman, words cannot describe her k, wtf i pity jon now, i can forsee the poor dude getting screamed at by that pms bitch everyday
and ya i having my nice poewrnap then she woke me up like what sia, and she made me do like 20 pages of physics la, damn bitch. and ya you might think i'm so freaking mean to start scolding her on my blog now but yeah, you don't know the other side of her. all you people know is the nice side of her.
ya i wasn't so angry until she came in and gave me that look that i can't describe and fk i'm so angry la can
i wonder why people can love their siblings so much, this really sucks
i really hate her i feel like killing her
i don't even feel like living in the same house as her, let along a freaking room
okay this really sucks
and i think all people born in 1990 and 1992 are all of the same fked up species okay, screw them all.

2009-04-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

okay school's been a bitch
and my stupid life is very screwed now

and yay we're gna present on india soon

ya i have nothing to blog now
EH WALAO I HATE MY SCREWED UP LIFE NOW AND I HAVE NO LIFE COS NOW THE ONLY DAMN THING I DO IS COLOUR DRAW PAINT COLOUR DRAW PAINT
and i really hate friction between humans.

k noob me,i shall go back to colouring

2009-04-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

k i'm back, no i'm not dead yet
yeah okay life's been a screwed bitch recently
teachers giving homework like paper is free and art teachers giving homework like time is free
tuition teachers changing lessons like i have all the freaking time in the world and cca taking up all my energy as if i don't need to freaking close my eyes and sleep
life's been like homework, fall asleep doing homework, wake up. scream "shit!" , school, rush homework, hand up, get it thrown back in my face, test, study, tuition, art, more art, art, more art, and a shit physics paper, oh look, i absolutely love raw potatoes, especially oversized ones
and i have this freaking irritating ulcer that sucks and makes me feel like crying everytime i eat chocolate, and i took a picture with seri syg today and i almost cried smiling. and then i can't talk or smile properly then guru thinks i'm trying to act cute by trying to smile and pout at the same time, ya it freaking hurts so if i smile like that just don't care and quit asking k
and then if i don't answer you you should know that my freaking throat hurts like shitcase
and MJ says i sound like a man now, ya i'm more man than you so you can get over it now
and my right cheek hurts so much that i can't lie on it during powernap and idk why okay, it's prolly caused by the fat cangy and her football that hit me last year. damn i swear it hurts
april fools this year was kinda okay intended to switch classes with 3/4 but didn't cos babateo kicked up a huge fuss over his overturned table so zicheng decided not to.
and last weekend really rocked
talked to some people i haven't been talking to in ages
but when you gain a little you lose even more

well talk about the happy things
change of seating arrangements
i'm sitting with yuxuan, my free radio
and yiying the noisy nyonya behind me
and hongmeng the guy who likes to say "ya la ya la" whenever yiying and i start talking(maybe he only started today but yeah)
okay then guides is alright, promotion is coming soon, very soon
congrats to people who have been promoted, be it if you're in a UG or not, i still thnk it's awesome
watching my friends getting promoted, i feel inferior, what if i don't get the rank i want?
ya i knw my attitude in guides sucks and my firelighting sucks and my axemanship sucks and my gadgets suck and my theory test sucked but yeah, i don't wna pin any stupid high hopes
but i wna be someone with something to do, not a follower, i want to be a leader
and i knw it's too late to start thinking about changing now but i really don't know what else to say. i don't wna let them down
i don't wna be CL, i just wna be someone, not like everyone else
i really wished i was back in india, when all we did was eat,take pictures,play, eat, sleep, play
and at that time i wasn't even giving a damn about promotion or whatever
and i miss the soccer days with guru and cangy. those were the best days of my life

i knw this is the boring-est post ever, i knw

for that few hours, i totally forgot you belonged to someone else

2009-03-31T07:12:00.000-07:00

i can't sleep till you're next to me, no i can't live without you no more i stay up till you're next to me till this house feels like it did before, feels like insomnia

2009-03-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

ya, i'm back, no i'm not dead yet
school's a killer
ten thousand pounds of homework to rush
i'm only 14 going on 15, they can't do this to me
see, i don't even have the time to freaking update
ya i have to go alr
wtf, this blog is as good as dead
and opening ceremony rocked!

2009-03-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

k waiting for group members to come for podcast
i knw i should be doing all my fat hmwk but then i'm so lazy okay pls slap me
omg omg fat yap stop procrastinating!

and i am so screwed cos i forgot to bring home my geog notes, then i can't do my geog hmwk, and i think i can die cos there's geog on the first day of school!
okay claudia just saved my life by logging into her asknlearn acc so that i can use the goeg thing there
k pretend to understand

okay blog later, podcasting!

back, didn't record anything down for podcast
cos there were some problems
but wrote the script

k, i don't wna fight w you again
idk why the f are we fighting again
i really don't wna fight w you now
ya and i can't believe i'm so upset that we fought k
when i have no idea why we get into fights so easily these days
ya i'm the fucked up loser, thank you _|_
i find it so hard to talk to you that i stopped trying

2009-03-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

hello world
k made my i/c today
was kinda bored, spam texted zayne
then after the i/c thing went to do hmwk with ain and seri
ended up gossiping and bitching, heck the karma

then went to meet raywynzaynetan!
haven't seen her in like 4 months
laughed at her green waxed hair and went to eat mac
rofl-ed like sifhioehuelfudkfhuidhl
her i/c photo looks so innocent
went to the library
tried to stop rofl-ing
then played with green wax
my cool new name.
well we were very bored waiting for Candy.L so doodled on our names
look at zayne's gay face, rofl pls laugh till you die
she looked like she got boxed in the face can?
she looks freaking dead here
guess what, we spent 2 hrs in the library doodling
ROFL FAT ZAYNE LOOKS LIKE THE WANTS TO EAT THE PHONE!

when Candy.L finally came, we accompanied her to eat her lunch
and she was complaining about her retarded bangs and she laughed so hard she cried
she didn't let me take her retarded bangs

this is Candy. L
zayne and i were trying to take a picture with candy l. too bad she freaked out at the last mintue and complained about her eyebags
then laughed till she cried again

played with zayne's psp
played djmax
and i'm like the noobiest noob in the world can
i'm at the slowest speed and i'm like " OMG! RAYWYNZAYNWTANZIWEI(GERMAINE)!!!!! OMGOMGOGMOGM!!!!!!! " then, " game over"
candy.l didn't really do much better

ROARRRRRRRRRRRR i freaking miss efc now
k i promise to go back after i graduate from ytss

okay i'm starting a photoblog soon!

never thought not talking to you for a day would feel so weird.

2009-03-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

YES HELLO WORLD TALKING TO CANDY AND ZAYNE NOW AND I'M LITERALLY ROFL-ING
and we are like all rofl-ing away to ourself
and we're talking abt tribal designs and now we're talking about zayne's dog's poo
rofl i miss them like *(^&^$%$^&*(&&%&^^&( and i haven't seen them since i flew to indiaaaaaaa
and i'm meeting them tmrw, but emily can't come ):

K IDK WHAT TO BLOG I'M LAUGHING SO HARD TILL I CAN DIE AND GET READY GET LIKE 382564751746 PICTURES

2009-03-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU PEOPLE, I'M BACK FROM CAMP!

shall post in green today
k, am lazy to change back
camp was alright i'm just super shagged
with like ten thousand assignments to finish
k la i shall do my hmwk later
and then sleep and have a nightmare about camp

and walau i'm not done complaining
the school prints hmwk like paper is free and falls from the sky
and i spend like everyday going to school
this is not a holiday.
and then we're still not done with petrocket and podcast pls kill me, we are so screwed.
i'm going to turn nerd soon in this rate and i'm not gna have a life
k i promise to do my work later
stop procrastinating fatty!
i wna go fieldtrip again
the vpms people are not cominggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

k now i kinda miss laughing at our stupidity with mandy CC
we both have sth embarassing to be embarassed about
NOT SAYING!
k, am quite happy with my sec 1s. hope they can press on and maintain this standard for the next 4 - 5 years in guides
the little funny things they do really make me laugh, i like spending time with them
Camp Staff, i had fun working with you guys too
and to the GG ( Gossip Girls) , i miss gossiping with you guys about random stuff, ya i knw it's bad but then heck the karma, k
k i think i'm really gna have a nightmare about camp tonight
and i shld really start doing my work now
k goodbye

2009-03-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

k i still have time to blog before camp
it feels different to go for camp this time
i knw i sound fxcking gay now but camp w/o Angel and Weifun, these 2 anti-guides bitches, will be very different

WEIFUNNYYYYYYYYYYYY!
this time camp no one help me drink ginger tea alr la
and i have no one to bitch with
see la you, better come visit me with 4857942756473956743563251475839587 packets of sweets

ORANKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
you this woman, aiyo, night trail no one grab me and scream with me, fall down on me alr
and no one eat veggie for me!
you better come back with weifun and buy me Hershey!

it really feels weird
and i can't believe myself but i actually miss your calls telling me to take care of myself in camp and then forcing me to miss you
and when i have 4958490567865 muscle aches after camp, you told me to drink milk -_-
and before i flew to mumbai, you called to tell me to smile. and it was like 7 am, when you could be happily sleeping
and yes i said i didn't wna care abt you anymore, but knwing me so well, i can't stay like this forever
no one else can create such a huge impact
imy, bitch.

and the fatty called guru who is now botak
rofl you're botak
okay i shall now ask you to take care of yourself in your spec course camp
don't die inside later no one play soccer with me and cangy
k la, i still hope you drown in indian yogurt
you slut!

idk why i'm so sentimental today
looked through all my neoprints last night
and i can't believe i used to look so noob
and i miss all the people i took neoprints with
especially the efc people
like, anghuili, oliviawoon, elysee, annaling!
it's been so long since i left efc
i wna go out with zayne, candy emily!
but i have like 94574985645889475846 assignments
i hate you, assignments.

AND FAT YAP YOU DUISOFBHEWYFGUOBUFOSBYFBWEURFUOWGBFNYE!
STOP GROWING FATTER
OR I'LL HAVE TO GO AROUND SAYING " HI MY NAME'S FAT YAP AND I'M FAT"
i promise to diet soon
and procrastination, fxck you
don't tell me you don't talk to yourself at times k

and i'm just told that the vpms people are coming in sept, not april
okay i am so sad now
and most of the people who hosted us might not be coming as they're gna take their board exam prelim
how sad

okay i should end my post now
i still can be contactable via phone!

edited

okay i am freaking bored
zayne is having her hehkut, rofl
friday will be the motivation for me to finish all my fat hmwk
k i feel stupid for editing my post and having nothing else to say
i can still be contacted via phoneee!

2009-03-14T01:04:00.000-07:00

wah freaking i am so freaking angry
k imma not talk to you, not for the whole holidays, not ever

k but at least i'm not stressed up now
although i have like ten thousand assignments to complete, but heck them all
camp's coming, after camp i think that's when i can start studying properly
k that's good
and yeah, SNEHA AND BOTH JANAVI(S) ARE NOT COMING TO S'PORE))))))))))))))):
wah freakingggggggggggggggg!

i might be going out with zayne, emily and candy on friday(:
BUT THEN SNEHA AND JANAVI ARE NOT COMING TO S'PORE!!
i hope aanj comes...

k la this term's report card buang case alr, i think
k might be the last post before camp
wish me luck
and i'm still very angry with you!

edited
k i'm freaking bored can
walauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, i think i shld pack for camp but then lazy
slap you la fat yap
i think i shld go edit all the pretty pictures with all the awesome people i took pictures with
i think this phone is damn chio
roar, fat plan faster end la, then i can buy my new ks360!
pretty phone, it'll be better if there were green.
and i freaking need a new phone fast
bloody s500i died like ten thousand times alr can

i'm sick of staying up to wait for your text
i don't give a damn anymore

edited again
k freaking it's 12 13 now
i can't go to sleep, again
ten thousand things on my mind
camp, hmwk, guides, school
shit them all
i've been dreading sundays
cos of church, i feel that going to church is a chore
i'm really tired i don't wna attend service, whts wrong with me
i haven't been attending church properly, falling asleep in service
i feel like i haven't spoken to God in a long long time
i need to get my faith back.

2009-03-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

miss these people + Tejas 397534896894y504895647985645693479564857 much
can't wait for them to visit

okay today i finally had time to sit and watch my Disney Channel, Nickelodeon and Mtv
but everything starts tmrw
all the meetings, planning, might have to push back tuition, fatty mark may just kill me,looking forward to 2/6 gathering, haven't had time to sit and talk with ex soaring sixers all this time
today is the day i finally get to rest, i'm not going to rush any homework today
sleeping did improve last night, but still woke up twice, wanted to call you but you shld be asleep so i didn't bother
freaking, i miss playing soccer with Cangy and Guru.

k might not be blogging for the whole week maybe even holidays or sth aiya, this sucks

edited*
went to bloghop and hopped to this girl's blog, almost died laughing reading
noobshitzx people, her pictures are funny
guess what, she's supergirl too!
walau, laugh till i cry can

2009-03-07T14:08:00.000-08:00

sry for all the stupid stressed up entries.it shld stay the same for the next few weeks and yes no more cute guys for me no more, i'm serious i swear that i'm off fangirling

went tuition without the nyonya woman today she went for some art course today was seriously bored in tuition fatty mark had seriously violent mood swings thx fatty guru for entertaining me with your rubbish messages hope you drown in indian yoghurt.
i swear i hate indices

one mre week of planing to go. ACC? can i make it?
i don't want to fail as a leader. i want to be the kind of senior my sec 1s look at and say, " that's who i wna be." not " kns why she come back sia?"
but can i do it?

last night i had such a fitful sleep, woke up every 2 hrs
then woke up at 5 and sat and thought about stuff then fell asleep again
now at least there's no mre drawing 839469738545827389057 portraits for art
but then just redrawing 1 picture for 2 times then i'm already so fked up
how am i supposed to do art for o lvls?
then planning one week's programme already drained so much of my energy, i hope to get promoted, but i don't think i'm up to it.
school.meeting.homework.tuition,school.meeting.homework.tuition
i'm only 14, they can't do this to me

haven't talked to clarissa in 93478965746785694765743 years
if you're reading this pls call me asap!
and i really am looking forward to the VPMS rockers visit
i really miss them all and i wna be with them to feel how it was like to be in Pune, VPMS

my holidays are gone
no outings for me, i have too much to do, too much work to catch up on

i need to talk to you, i think i said this so many times already
friend, whre are you?
t's okay i knw you're busy, you have other friends you have your own life to live i shldn't keep wanting to talk to you
fat yap. stop it.

2009-03-06T04:58:00.000-08:00

i think i've changed a lot. i'm so tired, i can't feel my feet, my eyelids are shutting, i have so much work to do i'm drowning in it. i haven't been sleeping well, i need my sleep, but i have no time. i need to talk to you but you're not answering, heck it, i don't care anymore.i don't know if i'm up to task. one more week of planning, i think i'm getting tired of planning.my holiday is gone alr, i have no time. i have no time

2009-03-04T06:05:00.000-08:00

zzzzz.
i signed in and realised i have nth to blog about
k damn, okay uh, school's okay,i hate physics, i need to go for sec 1 camp, there goes my holidays
i freaggin need to talk to you and you're not answering me, wtf fine i don't care anymore, and pet rocket is so screwed idk how am i gna die with my group, and i'm looking forward to going to the zoo with mumbai gang, tsk i miss india,i miss playing soccer now and i feel hungry i shld find sth to eat, i have 9347380456961467389 things on my to do list i shld prolly drop dead and die before they all squash me to death, this is a very cluttered entry i knw, i think my mind's like this right now roar screw life, i hate uppersec life, i feel like all my energy is eaten up, so many responsibilities to shoulder, i may just die, i swear, meeting at 7 tomorrow, most things undone, meetings over the weekend, everything undone, i need to talk to you, now.what's wrong with me? homework undone, Guides stuff half done, wtf, you're still not answering me, i really need to talk to you. i failed my geog test, my best subject, wtf is wrong with me, is this what they call stress?

2009-03-01T04:14:00.000-08:00

wah freaking i am so bored i can die
i've done most of my hmwk and i don't wanna do anymore
tsk man, i wna go school
and i feel like eating, again, tsk fat yap, you're growing fatter

i can't wait to get back my POA results
i think i like POA
okay but the drawing lines thing is boring
and i like geog
okai idk what else to blog

2009-02-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

i've stop fangirling and i think i'm happier not fangirling, LOL
yay!

okay my life is not really screwed now
but i think i screwed up ytd's ptr like (_$&#*^()%&$%&#$O
ran up and down the stair like 4954637545459048574785678 times
i was so busy and screwed at the same time
but it's an interesting experience
thx for waiting for me
i knw you're not feeling well. get well soon.

idk what else to blog
oh ya BABA TEO'S birthday
i knw that was like so long ago
poor BABA got bashed like mad with whipped cream and cake
had fun
sad that he's leaving soon
i think i'll facebook now

i need to talk to you!

2009-02-24T06:36:00.000-08:00

JDFLULCVBISLCHDYFDYSYFVYSDUSWGYEFFIGDJOIJKJNOMJOKHJIOJKJIOJNKJ!
ROAR I CAN'T STAND YOU FAT YAP TSK WTF IS WRONG WITH YOUWTFWTFWTF! WTF IS YOUR FAT PROBLEM? OMG WTF, FAT YAP GO GET A LIFE!OMG, SLAP YOURESLF, FAT YAP!

2009-02-22T00:17:00.000-08:00

How are you feeling today?
Live Your life - T.I. ft Rihanna
hmmm not really

Will you get far in life?
Broken strings- James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado
lol, broken strings?

How do your friends see you?
Tell Me Why- Taylor Swift
tsk? i'm violent? LOL
how sweet, they need me like a heart beat ROFL

Will you get married?
The Little Things- Colbie Caillat
i'll get married with little things, ROFL

What is your best friend's theme song?
Let This Go - Paramore
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

What is the story of your life?
We Are Broken - Paramore
that is sad

What was high school like?
Keeps Getting better - Christina Aguilera
wtf? no it dosen't

How can you get ahead in life?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
i get ahead in life by falling in love with my best guy friend ROFL!!!

What's the best thing about your friends?
The Show - Lenka
they find life is a maze and love is a riddle?

What's in store for this weekend?
Tongue Tied - Faber Drive
i need a little good luck to get me by

Describe your grandparents.
Fearless - Taylor Swift

How's your life going?
If We Were A Movie - Miley Cyrus
yeah totally, it'll be an Oscar nominee

What song will they play at your funeral?
Rockstar - Miley Cyrus
you guys really thought i was a rockstar?

How does the world see you?
Untouched - The Veronicas
thx, now i seem despo to them.

Will you have a happy life?
Everything I'm Not - The Veronicas
don't think so, ROFL

Do people secretly lust after you?
With You - Chris Brown
really?

How can you make yourself happy?
Picture To Burn - Taylor Swift
LOL, asking my ex boyf to tell his friends that i'm obsessive and crazy, while i tell mine that he's gay ROFL! yeah, i think i'm a saddist

What should you do with your life?
Love Story - Taylor Swift
find Romeo.

What song would you strip to?
Whatever You Like - T.I.
WTF?

What does your mum think of you?
Superman - Five for Fighting
really? tsk, my mom's so cool

What is your deep, dark secret?
Decode - Paramore
LOL, serious?

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Miss Independant - Ne-yo
IRONIC! she's such a dependant sucker!

What's your personality like?
Lovebug - The Jonas Brothers
i'm a lovebug?

What song will be played at your wedding?
Forever - Chris Brown
HHAHAHAHA, imagine that me, you and the dance floor

Vivien texted me and reminded me that 3 months ago we flew to india
HAHAHAHAHAH, freaking miss india
tsk we're going to the zoo during march hols
MARIE YEO LA!
actually i'm okay with it

GG stuff yesterday
many pictures to show
tsk fat com, wait

friends are the best gifts you can give yourself

WE ARE ANTI - J__S_I_A & company!

fish jr

Sunny took this

tsk woman, why you take picture no warning sia

ROFL PLS LAUGH AT ME I LOOK SO EFFING RETARDED
WTF, THIS IS REALLY STUPID!
proper ahminahlian picture

stupid kee ziwei, show off her sushi like we don't have tsk! LOL
don't we look like kee zi wei?
ROFL GO ON AND LAUGH!

funny shitzxz
we should all go out together some day

didn't see Clarissa at the indoor stadium
tsk , although i know where northbrooks is sitting, but no time go there find her
last year also same thing

playing Kim's Game with the sec ones was fun
made them do stupid things blind folded.
they looked like they had fun
but i got hit by them so many times i couldn't count
wait for the camp's night trail, HAHAHAHAHAHA
i swear it was damn fun
esp with angel and jersey

man, i miss school.
and you.

2009-02-20T06:08:00.000-08:00

wtf is wrong with me
omg jiahui fat yap wtf is wrong with you
omgomgomg seriously wtf is wrong with you
why the f didn't you just say hi or something
tsk whats wrng with you
tsk, omg i can't stand myself
you have only one life, do something

2009-02-19T05:32:00.000-08:00

k, i'm in a total crisis
my art's not done
my english's not done
i failed my maths class test pathetically

although things are falling back into place
some things can never get back to the way it used to be

i am supergirl no more

2009-02-18T04:40:00.001-08:00

i live in a world of hypocritsy
i am such a loser.
yes i've screwed up
i'm supergirl no more.

2009-02-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

i have a very pathetic life
and i went ahead to screw it up

yeah man, i'm a loser

2009-02-15T03:48:00.000-08:00

okay really really looking forward to tomorrow
cos i'll be giving out v day presents
and free hugs
k boring day today
really can't wait for tomorrow.

and i need new songs
seriously

k can't stand some people
like jiaen
life would be better if you moved out

2009-02-14T01:30:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day

tsk boring v.day
yes i knw i'm so pathetic
no hugs, no presents, no cards, to flowers,no letter, no wishes
this is so pathetic, pls laugh at me
lol, wtf boring man
one whole day stuck at home
16th will be a better day
i'm almost done with the belated v day presents
you lucky bitches and bastards

i still have no voice
tuition was okay okay today
LYY and i slacked like bloody losers
did 1 page and slacked the whole tuition
then went off to the kitchen to drink milo and eat biscuits
then Jiaqing was wearing white from top to toe
and i managed to croak " chao ji bai" to him
then he was like no voice still want to scold vulgar, ROFL

oreo is highly addictive
and i totally regret eating them
and i miss camp so much i don't mind ants mosquitoes or even leeches
BABATEO faster upload the pictures!

oh ya
during the camp some people had new nicknames
MR TEO - BABA TEO
LESTER - NIPPNG (pronounced as NEE- PENG) NIPPLE + PNG

and Guru and Jasiel wrote a song for Mr Teo

Echo after me ah
Echo after me ah
( Jingle Bells)
Mr Teo Mr Teo
Teacher of 3/3
When he pinch , we will scream, then he'll start to grin
nipple crippler
he likes to pinch nipple,
when he starts to pinchpinchpinch, we will start to scream

i think Mr Teo felt a bit embarassed when then class sang it to him
LOL, camp's so fun
i did jetty jump thingy 6 times
so bloody fun
i'm waiting for the pictures
and there should be alot of unglams

and i'm still waiting for your text
happy valentines day to you

edited
your text still hadn't come
aiya, heck la

tsk i'm really bored man
tsk, wtf is everyone doing
so pathetically little people are online
they prolly all went out to celebrate v day
v day is so boring
16th, i'm waiting
but i'll prolly be the only dope buying stuff and making cards
tsk i kinda enjoyed making cards
and i have 2 roses
guess who's the sweet guy who gave me roses?

MY DAD!
lol sweet right?
they're pink
my mum's favorite
Dad bought her a huge bouquet of pink roses
mum,hope you liked them
i miss you.

they look sweet together

okay this v day is really going nowhere
tsk how pathetic
k waiting for 16th!

2009-02-13T02:30:00.000-08:00

WHO ARE WE
3E3, SO STEADY POM PEE PEE
WHO ARE WE
3E3, SO SEXY POM PEE PEE

OMGGGGG I SWEAR I LOVELOVELOVE SEC 3 CAMP LIKE UQWEFKYWBFHDVCFYDVBS!
3E3 supermen!
ALTHOUGH I FREAKING HAVE NO VOICE NOW I STILL CAN CHEER WITH WHATEVER'S LEFT OF MY VOICE
AND A.I. ARUNESH OWES THE 3E3 SUPERMEN WITH NO VOICES LOZENGES!

ROCKING CAMP
IT'S THE FIRST TIME I MISSED CAMP
AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS CAMP COS I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR GUIDE U ON MONDAY
YES IF YOU THINK I MAKE NO SENSE HERE THEN YOU CAN DON'T READ
TO ME I MAKE ALOT OF SENSE TO MYSLEF
OKAY I SHOULD GO GET SOME SLEEP AND MY VOICE BACK
I LOVE 3E3/CAMP!

i googled YAPPY out of boredom and this came out

Main Entry:	yappy¹
Part of Speech:	adj
Definition:	very talkative; talking foolishly or at length
Usage:	yappier, yappiest

LOL RIGHT
PLS LAUGH AND ROLL ON THE FLOOR

i think camp will rock

2009-02-09T04:54:00.000-08:00

reading Matyn's love letters
our daily entertainment
she loves me, she loves me not

while packing for camp i suddenly missed india alot

Camp tmrw!
ya okay you people better miss me or else i'll slap all of you
today LYY and i found out something.
MR E. TEO IS A PERANAKAN!

okay gna sleep early today
may do some cool stuff tmrw
and i'll come back tanner, happy me

and i'll still be waiting for you to text me
k, imy
take care

2009-02-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

yes okay hello i'm back
i haven't done my multiply and mr teo will prolly kill me
k mr teo i'll go do it later k

packed my fat camp bag
and it freaking makes me look like a tortise
lucky not green sia.
tsk, i can't wait for camp

and here i am stuck in a cold cruel world with backstabbing and all those shit
with power hungry people ( not directing at anyone)
just like a dog eat dog world
tsk
if you think it's you then you have a guilty conscience, k

camp starts on tuesday
ya okay i'll keep that day free for meeting, totally
but i'll already be in M'sia, k while you can stay in s'pore for your shitass meeting
let's meet using webcam, that'll be totally cool -.-

gonna start buying stuff for v.day tmr
you lucky bitches and bastards are gonna get your cards and present on 16th
ya, it's alright, save your hugs and tears (cos you're too touched) for the 16th, k, i'm joking
although it's late, the thought is still there
WAH FREAKFREAKFREAK!
I SAW MY ANGUS THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING BOOK ON SALE AT POPULAR FREAK MAN!
I WANT! IT'S FREAKING 17 DOLLARS
BUY FOR ME! V.DAY PRESENT, BIRTHDAY PRESENT WHATEVER I DON'T CARE
I JUST WANT THAT FAT BOOK

and i'll have to see mark on v.day
SPOLIER.

To Weifun:
no la, it's okay
you better come back and visit us some time or better still don't quit
i still love you. LOL

edited
TSK FAT YAP! STOP FANGIRLING LA TSK
WALAOOOOOO, I CAN'T STAND YOU, ACTUALLY MYSELF
WAH FREAK MAN, SLAP YOUSELF/MYSELF
FAT YAP, I'M WARNING YOU.

i need to escape

2009-02-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

you can totally tell me how pathetic my life is
because i think my life is really pathetic and i can't stand myself
cos i'm prolly PMS-ing like one *^&%%$%^&*()_ and it's freaking irritating like how i get irritated over small stuffs and all, roar i should totally slap myself and die
sec 3 camp's coming
happy about it cos it means 4 days away from school. it should give me enough time to get things off my mind
and i alr promised to stop fangirling alr
FAT YAP! I'M WARNING YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
FREAKING STOP FANGIRLING LA
tsk can't stand myself can?
and i should stop clicking ebuddy every 10 seconds to check if people are online
i really really need to talk to someone right now.
hurry up and call me
but you'll prolly be busy or sth

been super suay these few days
many stupid things happened
don't feel like talking about it at all
and i prolly can't cos the internet is dangerous
anyone can read it, right?

for now i'll just bury myself in work
yeah that'll totally work out and i haven't forgotten my lovely bitches and assholes v.day cards
i'll go do them later
i wanna go camp asap.
i need to escape

2009-02-02T05:00:00.000-08:00

best days of my life

k i freaking miss india and i knw this is like the 4i5y43784i45786783956756437857943 time i've repeated it but i still freaking miss india
first picture is with all the freaking rocking girlfriends of mine
miss them like crazy shitzx
Janhavi won't be coming to s'pore):
second picture is about jumping retardedly on the trampoline
actually only one person allowed at a time, but look, no one's listening
fell down like idiots and laughed at each other
miss those times
then the third picture was taken at the Bhaja Caves
freaking nice cave, and i still remember Matyn and Nijel trying to do stunts running up to the caves, tsk
and remember " eh you all walk properly ar, later sprain ankle i have to take out the stupid first aid kit alr!" then sprained her own ankle, lol
fourth picture was taken at the amplify mindware
tabla guy teaching me how to play the tabla
tsk, stupid Matyn think so easy then laugh at me, tsk, i play no sound lor
it was fun, and during self intro, marie and i went up and said " WE HATE YOGHURT!" ROFL.
the fifth picture are with my cool girlfriends again, and with Tejas and matyn...
lol, i knw i look retarded there, but it was out last day there alr, so who freaking cares man
Tejas cute habit of winking at the camera with flash, lol
sixth picture was during dinner at the hotel
i fougot what i was doing with idk who's camera but i think it had something to do with Matyn
and i miss reading his daily journal entries to S****** , his flawless angel
and i remember when Nabilah and i mad Abhishek sneak out with us to go to the shop to use the payphone to call home
LOL, freaking funny when we had to hide from Gopala, tsk
and Nijel always being the MAN to eat all the weird food first

k enough on india
i think cos the china students came today thats why i thought of india

was freaking &^%(^$#%&#*^&)^%&^#$ today
idk why
maybe PMS
eee, i can't stand myself
and i'm still currently lazy and procrastinating

went home still feeling (&&$%$@%^&*()_
walked to all the places we used to sit
and it made me smile, a little.
then thought about the things we used to talk about
all the bitchings, random stuff, anything under the sun
why aren't we even talking properly
i miss the old you.

DIKIRBARAT!

2009-01-28T03:21:00.000-08:00

acting cute
india stuff never gets old
we've been doing this since the first day we stepped into india

the nynoyas
my nya

look at tpr
like i said india never gets old

act cute ness again

showing off their angbaos like we don't have, tsk!
see nusrah smile until so happy

backstage was fun
wtf is matyn doing

practice
Nijel, ask you smile right?

oh look, it's the indian and the nyonya, LOL

after performance
look at Nijel
and tsk, we're good friends, right, NEE-jel?

nyonya bollywood

look at Lihwei, he wants to be like the chinese dancers

invigorating india'08 (L)

fun shitzx
love the 16 of you + teachers to bits
can't wait for desi girl
being with you guys was like being in india again
tsk faster post all your pics on facebook la tsk.

when i get the video i'll post it too
and don't laugh, tsk

was freaking tired today
during maths yawn so much till i looked like i cried lor
tsk, boring
gotta rush the eng hmwk
wna heck also cannot
shit, i must not procrastinate
and for those who want me to relink, pls be patient, cos i'm currently very lazy
yes pls slap me

eh
mark cancel tuition today sia
he liang xin fa xian or what?
LOL, happy celebrating another 3 Mark Free Days , Yiying

EH REMEMBER OM SHANTI OM ON SATURDAY 4pm!
shit, got mark
WALAOOOOOOOOO, he never fails to spoil my day
kick his ass

nvm, I LOVE DIKIRBARAT
eh we making new india tee, anyone interested?

2009-01-26T08:20:00.000-08:00

i'm still waiting

CNY's fine
tmrw's gonna be okay too, probably
i'm f-ing hungry
k you can totally slap me
i'm supposed to go on diet
yeah, it'll start after CNY
okay
i'm still hungry

rawr, i'll sleep and forget my hunger
okay

k g'nite.i miss india

2009-01-25T00:13:00.000-08:00

64246527464, imy

came back from reunion dinner
am feeling pathetic and fat
shit me
i swear i'll do all my sit ups and all...soon
yes i'll stop procrastinating
i'm still not done with the obama thing and it sucks

and i think i'm falling sick
cos i sneeze like a sneezing machine
and i obviously can't sleep
tmr house visiting
i'm sure gonna grow fatter
slap me pls
k fine i'll do all my crunches and sit ups after new year
and i knw it's f ing stupid to listen to be rant about being fat
i'll prolly sneeze myself to death or sth
shit me

k i think i should get some sleep
isonmnia sucks man
and my hindi ringtone rocks

2009-01-23T17:50:00.000-08:00

confession might just ruin what we have

today's gonna be boring
and i'm going to do art and study later
and finish the english homework
saddist. holiday still got homework
and i might change my blogskin
getting bored of this one
k , i'll go do the skin and edit this post later

edited

okay obviously i haven't changed the skin
cos i'm too freaking lazy la,
ya i can't stand my laziness, tsk
not feeling exactly euphoric now
shit man, hate holidays

and multiply journal stuff
plz la, i have nothing to say about Obama, at most only 144 words
which includes alot of repettition
k i feel stupid now

why the f are you not online?
i knw i have nothing to say, but f, hurry up

and it irks me to see people happy that it's CNY
yes i'm such a saddist
i shld go get a life
do my work and stop procrastinating
yeah that'll be it

can't wait for Wed
but when dikir barat's over, there will be nothing exciting
but...
we're planning to perform desi girl at the next concert

k gotta try to do sth constructive now

2009-01-23T06:01:00.000-08:00

okay
DIKIR BARAT WAS FUNFUNFUN TO THE ULTIMATE MAXIMUM CAN?
first everyone was like dead and pathetic and totally not high
then we screamed and cheered and sang like mad and got back our momentum
and then we were like super high and enthu and all
can't wait for the peformance
then after that mumbai fieldtrip reunion dinner
this bond is totally strong
we're gonna make another mumbai tee right???
okay YAY
i'm into hindi songs
yes pls slap me
mark on wed, totally spoil mood can
hate him totally
spoiler
okay i'm not going to start ranting
cos i have alot of things to rant about
okay, am very lazy and sana course still has a problem with me cos it dosen't let me submit the fat thing can
k nvm i'll try again later
tsk, can't stand it la
CNY's coming
damn, i'm gonna grow fatter
shit.

2009-01-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

loves

went out with these 3 siao kias yesterday
power, all spend until almost bankrupt
i think that half of ytss were at bugis ytd lor
haha, okay can't wait for next outing

these few days had been totally fun
school is getting better
doing Sec 3 camp stuffs
can't wait for camp
today's dikir barat was super crazy la
sing the CNY one, like half dead
then sing the India one super hyped up
Hafiz was venting all his anger from his physics paper intot he dikir barat
we sang the dawn rox school baby song
then the cheena teacher was like "that one is good, why not you include into your performance"
ROFL can?
okay i can freaking die
just look at that i freaking am so lazy to do my fat hmwk
hell to all the new year resolutions
okay i think i rant too much
i can't wait for friday
DIKIR BARAT!

till i freaking have time to blog

xoxo
jiahui

2009-01-19T18:18:00.000-08:00

okay hello
sana course thing sucks la
weird survey thing
and the deadline is 2 feb, shit
k i'll ask tzeling if she's done it

one day off today
yay okay, no mark
going bugis with fellow guides, yay (window) shopping
weifun, ziwei, tzeling, jersey!
too bad angel couldn't come
tsk or else more things to crap about guides

yay yesterday i was happy like JKGFJLSKGFYSFYSDHSGXKGSCVJHVX
okay don't ask
happy me (:

dikir barat practice was JGJLFCHDVCLHLVHSVCHVDSCYVCHVGHS COOL
it feels like we're back in India
even Abhishek came back to visit us!
had fun slacking and playing with pingpong balls
then threw ping pong balls around, ran around
sang stupid songs, took a stupid picture
OMG I F*CKING MISS INDIAAAAAAA
and sad case
NIJELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, whr my usb cable la?
see, now i can't post pictures
and i'm laughing to myself cos i just remembered what we did yesterday
okay slap me, it's damn funny

k i'll watch om shanti om later
borrowed it from vivien
thx mos burger woman

y'knw i had a really stupid dream
i think i've been thinking about hair extensions alot
then i dreamt that i went to get hair extentions
ROFL i knw!
but eh it was damn cool k
then school didn't catch me or anything, i even had one green one
holy shit this is getting out of hand
then i suddenly woke up felt my hair and said " eh whr's my hair extension?"
ROFL RIGHT!!!!
OMGOMGOMG, then i laughed at myself
okay that was stupid

there's nothing good pn disney channel or mtv, screw it
okay i should start getting changed
going out in 20 mins time

k bye!

2009-01-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

):

maybe there's no "me" in your heart at all
i know she's still there, and will still be
i don't think it was time that you needed last time
you just needed someone to fill that gap she left behind

looking at the "create post" page, everything went blur, i rubbed my eyes and i realised, ~~i'm crying.~~

bitch in uniform

2009-01-12T05:05:00.000-08:00

school really does eat energy
today's the release of the O level results
and i'm thinking, 2 years later it's my turn
yeah i don't know if i'm going to laugh until i cry or cry until i die lor
i'll prolly cry upon seeing my results and be totally inconsolable
shit, i won't be pessimistic
i'll be an optimist
but then, that's a depressing thought

school in general has been quite okay
hate the fact that we're dismissed at 4 30
and homework isn't really an issue la, not that much anyway( for today)
the new subjects are kinda okay too, like POA is fine and SS is okay, just copy notes
Physics is like ^&%#% @#$%^&*() but i'll try to get used to it

DIKIR BARAT PRACTICE TOMORROW OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
happy me
finally gonna be with all the fieldtrip coolios again!
VIVIENNNNN, I WANT TO BORROW YOUR OM SHANTI OM!
yay, dikir barat
yay yay yay yay yay yay yay
Arthi told me Abishek came back and visited YT alr
walao then i never see him:( damn sad can?
yeah okay remember to return Hafiz his drumsticks tomorrow
hahahah, can't wait!

okay, i'll go do art now
toodles
I LOVE STIFF DYLANS!

school eats my energy

2009-01-11T03:24:00.000-08:00

SHAG.

school is eating up all my energy
after 1 week of 4 30pm lessons, i hav fugly eyebags!
omg, i look worse than the holidays
shag like DHGFJKLGFLDGFUDBYDFYDGFLUFGYUGYGESFGYN can?
okay nothing much to blog about school
my class is awesome
and CCA bazzar was -no comment-
went around "advertising " GG
painted banner, didn't get to watch performances
orangutan and company came back
saw them and was like *&*(#%$^$^%#&$*()#($#)$^&%$#^
oh joy, they came back

well, washed paint brushes with smelly thinner and stupid paint that didn't want to wash off
washed with Jersey and Weifun
HAHAHAH Jersey's fingers keep sticking together cos the paint was sticky
until 7 30 lor
shag like (&$#*(%&(%$^%(&$%&#%*
i think i walk also can langah pole lor

k no mood
hate organutan and company (bimbo)

okay i shall be nice and forgive, shall i?
another week of school

text me(:
you can't play our broken strings
you can't feel anything
that your heart don't want to feel
i can't tell you something that ain't real

this is when love's cliche turn into life's stark realities

2009-01-03T22:55:00.000-08:00

KLDFHR.ITHEUIHDJKTHLSUDGSYDGFDFHGDFDGJFDJFDJGFDJG
I FREAKING MISS INDIA, LIKE FREAKING NOW
MATYN LA, GO REMIND ME ABOUT INDIA ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

okay the india temple and the sunset chio right?

first day of school was okay
all the guys seem to grow freaking tall and with the long pants they look taller
class was fine
teacher was okay
POA was boring
Physics was*(%^&#*@^#$@^$^#&I
and guides was -no comment-

the sec1s were like how we used to look when we're sec 1
and i only saw like 1 person i knew

okay seating arrangement not settled yet
i don't want to sit in front

Weifun Angel Jersey and i were late for guides
but we decided to save ourselves and help the seniors chop wood
so we went
then Ms Ruziana got us to go re-tie the GG banner, cos it was falling
so we went to help
tie until i want to die sia
stand on 3 chairs to tie knots
and plus i know i'm very short

then went to join the others for singsation
it was - no comment-
and then we were kinda slack, good
then next week trace banner
when other people doing cca bazzar .zzzz
awesome.
and i owe 24 rounds
totally awesome.

happy new year

2008-12-31T20:13:00.000-08:00

hmmm, okay
bye 2008
and hello 2009
i feel old
2008 seems to fly

and i'm still freaking bored cos i have 485634875634958 pictures to edit and upload and my usb is like with Nijel who awesomely left it at Marie's house
shit la
i'm not thinking of setting any resolutions cos i never stick to them

next year is the bully-junior-year
can't wait
okay i won't be so bad
maybe i shouldn't bully them
i'll be nice
my holiday hmwk is like almost done,left some i know the teacher won't collect and if we do it it will be completely wasting our already running out time
and shit i haven't done my freaking art homework
okay procrastination kills and my sana course thing i also haven't do
okay i still have 1 month to do that
ps, tzeling your sana code things still with me

school tomorrow!

edited
okay this may be the last post for like my whole entire life until i find myself a proper job and buy my own laptop where i can go to Mac or starbucks or whatever to get my internet
hmmm, maybe not that long
but this is gonna be my last post in a long long time
well, unless i'm smart enough to steal my internet back
or use the school computers -.-
okay la walao i'm so freaking gonna miss my blog and my msn and my facebook and other people's blogs
okay sad me
i shall go wallow in selfpity and this blog may just die so you can don't visit it alr
walao, i freaking wanna put braces
i keep biting myself by accident
i know that was totally random
please don't bother me
k thx bye

AARON JOHNSON!

2008-12-31T03:57:00.000-08:00

SIUFNLSDKWEGIRYKFDHEGHFJSKJDFLDHG!
AARON JOHNSON SO CUTE RIGHT?
SORRY FOR SPAMMING HIS PICTURES LIKE ALL OVER MY BLOG
AIYA NEVERMIND LA HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE
OMFG I LOVELOVELOVE ANGUS THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING
WATCHED IT ONLINE
ULTIMATE LOVE!
I STILL WANT TO WATCH IT IN THEATERS
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
OMG! AARON JOHNSON!
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!

OKAY I SHALL BLOG IN CAPS
BEEN FREAKING BORED UNTIL I CAN FREAKING DROP DEAD TODAY
WATCHED TV AND ONLINED LIKE THE WHOLE DAY
BORING SHITZ
I FREAKING FEEL LIKE *@$^&$&*(&@^#&%*(
AND I RAN AROUND THE WHOLE HOUSE SCREAMING THAT I'M BORED AND WENT ALL SCREAMO WITH PARAMORE'S SONGS
COS I WAS THAT BORED
IF YOU THINK I MAKE NO SENSE, IT'S OKAY
AND LIVE WITH IT
I'M STILL VERY BORED AND I'M LIKE ROAR!
YES I KNOW I SOUND LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE
AIYA, IT'S OKAY

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AARON JOHNSON!

THE FIRE YOU IGNITED
GOOD BAD AND UNDECIDED
BURNS WHEN I STAND BESIDE IT
YOUR LIGHT IS ULTRAVIOLET

your light is ultraviolet

2008-12-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

hello world
last day of 2008
then 2009 comes along
YAY I WANNA GO SCHOOL, COS I'M FREAKING BORED AT HOME I THINK I CAN DIE AND I'VE FINISHED MOST OF MT HOLIDAY HOMEWORK EXCEPT FOR SOME AND THE MATHS TEACHER WILL PROLLY COME AFTER ME COS IT'S DONE VERY PATHETICALLY BUT , AIYA, WHO CARES!?
happy me, school's starting (:

click on my biography there go listen to Stiff Dylan-- Ultraviolet
then watch the angus,thongs and perfect snogging trailer
ROBBIE SO CUTE!
go watch

who's gonna bring an empty bag to school?
prolly me, cos i'm not going to bring the fat POA textbook and all the other fat and heavy books along and look like a tortoise

and i know there's freaking no pictures here and it's boring to read and equally boring cos i have no photos to edit cos that wonderful Nijel left my usb at Marie's house. thanks, Nijel, totally awesome
boring y'knw, blog without pictures
and talking about Nijel, i'm supposed to go out with Nijel,Hafiz they all
then i'm not leaving my dad at home to celebrate by himself so i kinda didn't go out with them
man, nvm it's okay

and i haven't done my art
plus it won't be due on the first day of school, i hope
k fine i'll go draw something

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ni hui lai le!
happy me(:

edited

okay i should have gone with Hafiz they all
cos my dad, in the end, went out with his khakis and i'm at home watching disney channel
RAWR!
k fine it's okay

2008-12-28T07:47:00.000-08:00

life's stark realities.

2008-12-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

okay merry christmas
not feeling christmassy
and i'm going to school tomorrow
yay

okay
this is a pathetic post and you can choose to not read it
so um, okay, it's not snowing
i know it's freaking random so yeah
k fine, i'll go sleep

2008-12-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

yes hello, i'm back
and i want school to repoen like now
and i don't give a damn about my fat homework anymore
and i'm beginning to miss the mumbai fieldtrip people, a lot
Hafiz they all having gathering on New Year Eve
idk if i can go
cos i don't wanna leave my dad at home to celebrate himself
hope they can bring forward the date

okay there weren't much handmade baskets in Vietnam
but alot of handmade stuffs that guys don't like, so i didn't get Guru and Junwei their souveniers
well, unless they want handmade handbags, i don't mind
and there were pretty and cheap loafers there too
bought a pair
don't worry, they are not handmade
AND THERE WERE FREAKING ALOT OF HOT GUYS!
maybe Cangy will go there and prolly faint
and bargaining there wasn't fun
they kinda don't like to budge

and Christmas' coming
okay, not excited

y'knw, i just went to read all my sec 1 and begining of sec 2 posts and i'm so %$##&*@()#(*&^%$
i can like laugh at my retarded posts and fall off the chair or something
okay i'll prolly look back at my now the posts next year and laugh at myself too
okay, what is this, i'm laughing at myself
i freaking miss india
roar!
that was totally random

and i like the suite life of zack and cody
i watch it everyday in Vietnam

i have 149278375973680-098767554342 photos to upload and i have to wait cos this isn't my com and my usb is with Nijel
yay.

27th interUG thingy
hmm okay
not looking forward
cos i have to submit something i'm not even done with

oh, and i decided to take tourism next time in poly
weird me, i know
okay
i thin i have nothing to say so i'll go read more of my retarded posts and laugh at myself
then go watch Zack and Cody
yes okay, good

2008-12-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
i'll kick you

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
to mars

supergirl says:
lol and you'll be left on earth alone

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
lol i say kick you only right! i still have me and my bolster

supergirl says:
lol

supergirl says:
bolster, lol

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
ya bolster!!!

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
you wont have any on mars

supergirl says:
lol i'll bring mine

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
no can! i wont let you have time to take. the aliens wont let you come back to bring it up again

supergirl says:
lol they'll buy me a new one

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
AIYO you think there got shopping centre ah

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
whoa

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
shopping centre in mars

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
they'll sell you a gooey bolster

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
eee

supergirl says:
they'll have one there for me

supergirl says:
made of cotton

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
TSK you think you princess ah

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
eh you very loser leh

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
talking abt bolster and aliens

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
LOL

supergirl says:
lol maybe your shoe will fly off trying to kick me

supergirl says:
lol is you lor

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
TSK. then you must continue!

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
think what. story telling?

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
lol

supergirl says:
lol i'm so gonna put this convo in my blog

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
bah?!

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
better domt

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
dont*

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
i will kick you

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
i really will

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
up to mars

PANZACHINFREDROOTY says:
go

look at my fat chan
okay i miss s'pore

2008-12-16T23:46:00.000-08:00

okay sorry, i know it's a torture to read my blog without any freaking pictures and it kinda sucks too
anyway, i bet no one really reads it
shit myself
I FREAKING CANNOT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO FREAKING REOPEN COS I FREAKING CANNOT STAND BEING BORED AND I DON'T CARE IF MY FREAKING HOMEWORK ISN'T DONE, THAT'S ANOTHER PROBLEM THAT I'LL HAVE TO SOLVE, WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS

i swear i've never missed school so much
and i freaking miss india and the fieldtrip awesome rockers and the VPMS rockers
shit la
life's a bitch
and i'm freaking getting fatter and fatter and i'll soon weigh a ton and it just sucks
i freaking have to diet
but procrastination kills
shit man, life's a serious bitch
and it's being the bitchiest ever, like right now

and i'm flying to vietnam tomorrow
and i haven't packed
please don't ask for souveniers, unless you really want handmade baskets or stuffs
yes, and please pray that there are hot guys there or i'll prolly die of boredom or something

and you people go watch this movie
Angus, thongs and perfect snogging
i swear it's the best movie
but it's a chick flick
hope the whatever plane i'm taking tmr has a freaking tv so i can search for my Angus, thongs and perfect snogging, or i'll seriously die
and hope there's some person my age, so i won't feel pathetic
i wished it was as fun as india
i freaking want to freaking go back so i can freaking see all my friends and prolly not die of boredom and my freaking internet is freaking down and i have to use like alternative ways which i don't get to use often and this is really freaking sad
I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!

yes i know it's freaking stupid to see me ranting here cos i don't thinkanyone will take not of this rubbish here and yeah
i think you don't read my blog anymore
aiya, whatever la!

Wish I had concentrated
They said love was complicated
but it's something I just fell into
And it was overrated
but just look what I created
I came out alive, but I'm black and blue

until i'm back from vietnam
okay no one will be reading until here
fuck! just let me say okay?
i'm feeling all superhuman
hope you get what i mean

2008-12-16T07:50:00.001-08:00

yes i know i should be doing something constructive like sleeping
cos i freaking need to get my 8 hours of sleep and what am i doing?
okay i freaking miss school and india
shit me
okay i'll try to sleep
and

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ANGEL!
my lovely bitch

2008-12-14T17:59:00.000-08:00

Hafiz uploaded our Wednesday's pictures on Facebook already
and i just laughed my ass off looking at our retarded jumpshots
i'm staing to miss the whole bunch of them already

Friday
Went to Marie's house andstarted practicing Desi Girl
and everyone was like " Hafiz! What note?" , "Hafiz, where's my guitar score?" , "Eh Hafiz, can play your clarinet?"
then the poor Hafiz went running around the room to help the Pianist , Violinist and Guitarist
Nijel was on the harmonica and he tried to help Hafiz assemble his clarinet and attempted to knock in the parts when he was supposed to screw them in
and i'm on the percussion and Marie's house didn't have a drumset, so i only had the drum sticks so i kinda slacked around
everyone wasn't confident of playing Desi Girl yet, so we tried to play easy songs and everyone burst out laughing after playing the first few bars
had super alot of fun
but after awhile, everyone started to glue to the lappy which was on facebook
being with them is like being back in India :)

i'm watching TRL on MTV and then suddenly Edward Cullen(Robert Pattinson) made his guest entrance and those fangirls in the audience looked like they can like faint
okay i'll prolly do that when Zac Efron makes a guest entrance, okay, slap the fangirl in me

back to what i was saying
idk how many 2134735435392-84674634634536234537723482 times i said i miss India,
but after 3 weeks of being back in S'pore, i freaking miss that 8 days in India with all the midnight cupnoodles and running around, gazing at the stars and our top secret
aiya don't say alr la, i'll miss India more
and now i really miss the weather

and getting in the mood of Christmas , i'm eating a candy cane :D
and there's THE SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY TODAY TODAY TODAY TODAY!
FROM 4 30 TO 6 ON DISNEY CHANNEL
i love that dude that created Disney Channel, cos there's HSM ( Zac Efron), Camp Rock ( Jonas Brothers)
who dosen't love them?

eeee, but i don't wanna go sec 3
looks stressful

i'll post up pictures real soon, k?

2008-12-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

Totally forgot about the homework date i have with Joanna and Justina
OOPS, sorry :x

anyway, this sucks cos my internet is down and i'm using an alternative way to blog
okay, Nijel still hasn't sent me the Wednesday's pictures
i will demand it from him today, if he comes
Guess what?
Hafiz remixed Desi Girl - Dostana Soundtrack (hindi song)
so we're all gonna go to Marie's house and try out the instrumental
guess what? i'm percussion
prolly cos i can't play the piano, HAHA
but i like

will try to see if i can blog at Marie's house

2008-12-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

had super alot of fun with the 4 mad people today
MARIE YEO JIA YI (MARY)
MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN SAIFUL IMRAN ( NAFIZ, HAFIZ-ZY)
NIJEL HONG TERN WEI ( NEE-GELLE)
VIVIEN HO YI MIN ( THE MOS BURGER GIRL)

woohoo, love them to 7679504564594-534095645 bits and pieces

but then i don't want to bore all of you out with my super long post with no pictures cos apparently Nijel Hong don't know go where and all the pictures are with him
but then our dear Vivien had to go work so we kinda sent her to work

love them like crazy
can't wait for the next outing!
cos being with you guys is like being back in India
next year i wanna go fieldtrip again!

and friday!
DESI GIRL!
idk if dad allow la
been going out these few days
i don't regret going out but i regret not doing my homework
fat homework

and i ate freaking alot today i'm going to turn into a pig soon
i don't even dare to take my weight later i see already can faint la
Friday gonna jog with Marie, hope to lose some fats
hmmmm, maybe sec 3 stress then will slim down eh?
i'm gonna skip rope to make myself grow taller too, wheeeeeeeeee

i think i'm getting very attached to the holiday life
wake up - computer- eat - play- sleep - go out- slack
shit la
then next year
school - homework - tution - school - homework - cca- tution
sian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ):

2008-12-08T07:21:00.000-08:00

Weifun and Angel are both in Malaysia
eeyer, don't miss me

was super bored today
facebooked the whole day
i have such a boring life

and i freaking have to go cut my hair
my spikes are not standing alr

and my holiday homework like shit la
okay my life sucks now
so if you currently have a pretty life and everything is going right for you, please do not talk to me
k thx

I THINK I'M INTO HINDI SONGS, HOW?

2008-12-07T06:02:00.001-08:00

yes i know i freaking haven't been blogging a proper post since the India post
i really really really miss India
like Skype-ing with the VPMS people did help but the stupid Skype keeps disconnecting and i feel like slapping Skype
went to flim a video of school life plus a mix of VPMS classroom scenes for our VPMS friends on Friday
it's freaking funny, i swear

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=37119939543&ref=nf
especially with TPR as the teacher

went shopping with Angel after that
went to Cine first
then she went totally mad over the Pandora's Box shop
then we went to eat lunch then went to Wisma
walked around and wanted to try the clothes at Forever 21
but they looked kinda 21-ish so we were kinda like "Ummmm, okay."
okay like duh, it's Forever 21
then went to Cotton On
bought 2 shorts there
eh, 2 for 20 leh
plus so comfortable, don't buy wasted sia
okay so bought 2 and went to try on some shirt that Angel liked
at first it was her, then after that, she made me go out and take another one and try it with her
hmmm, okay la, pictures next time
i'm too lazy to go upload the pictures
then fooled around and went to Topshop
everything looks so Christmassy and kinda reminds me of a christmas tree
so we went to Fareast
almost got lost, wanted to stop by somewhere first
but in the end, reached fareast, got too caught up with shopping and forgot all about it
I FREAKING BOUGHT MY BACKPACK!
it's grey with pink and black hearts
I LIKE
then Angel haven't bought anything yet
Woman, see la you, indecisiveness is nothing good
so we went to look for this blogshop person at Farrer Park to do some refunding thingy on Weifun's behalf
cos that girl suddenly couldn't make it to go with us so we had to meet up with her whoever that was
Farrer Park's chinese name is HUA LA GONG YUAN
LOLOLLLLLLLLLLL :D

then back to Khatib
dragged that Angel for a haircut
but it still freaking looks the same
well, nevermind
yay, i love friday
next time go shopping with Angel must force her to be decisive

then Saturday went out with family to Bugis to shop for each other's christmas presents
plus go do some travel stuffs
guess what?
i'm going to Vietnam, Hanoi
not looking very forward to it
only looking forward to the flight
hmmm, maybe not la, also not SIA
sian

then shopped for christmas presents
budget's 50 bucks
Dad got a polo tee and a cap
Fat sis got a bag
Eni got 2 tops
and i haven't decided on what to buy
maybe asking for the 50 bucks to be in cash

then done shopping Fat sis went to meet Jonathan for their lovey dovey dinner date
and Dad Eni and me went home
it's like that when you have a member of the family, having a boyf that she can only meet during the weekends
boring.

Today
went to church
fell asleep during service, i seriously didn't mean it
boring day today
went to the Marine Barrage
quite okay
but it's a nice place for taking pictures
must go there and play one day

looking forward to next week
more filming for the VPMS students
you guys will be kept in suspense until the video is released
i really really miss all of you

I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

2008-12-04T17:25:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry world
this is yet another hate post

OMG CAN YOU EFFING MOVE OUT OF THIS EFFING ROOM IF YOU EFFING CAN'T STAND THE EFF OUT OF ME?
I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE TO SUIT YOUR EFFING ATTITUDE
YOU EFFING WANT TO SLEEP YOU EFFING GO OUT TO THE SOFA TO EFFING SLEEP LIKE AN EFFING PIG OKAY?
YEAH SO WHAT IF I BLAST TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS?
IT'S YOUR EFFING HONOUR THAT YOU'RE EFFING LISTENING TO IT OKAY
GO COMPLAIN TO YOUR FATHER LA, GO LA, LIKE I SCARED SIA
GO STAY JONATHAN HOUSE LA
WHERE IT'S SO QUIET LOR
GO LA, I'M NOISY SO YOU EFFING LIVE WITH IT
AND IF YOU CAN'T TOO BAD MOVE OUT SOMEWHERE WHERE IT'S SOUND PROOF
EH, IT'S NOT THAT IT'S FREAKING 7 AM AND I'M BLASTING MY SONGS OKAY
IT'S EFFING 9 30AM
EVERYONE IS EFFING AWAKE ALR, THEN YOU LIKE ONE PIG, EXPECT PEOPLE TO LEAVE THE EFFING LIGHTS OFF AND THE EFFING AIRCON ON THEN YOU HAPPY IS IT?
OKAY WE'VE DONE THAT, THEN NOW, WHAT, I'M NOISY?
COME ON THIS ISN'T ONLY YOUR ROOM OKAY
YOU HAVE ANOTHER ROOMMATE HERE
UNFORTUNATELY ME
YES, HOW UNFORTUNATE
SO YEAH, LIVE WITH IT OR GET OUT
YOU HAVE THE SOFA WAITING

ORANG UTANS OF THE SAME SPECIES DEFEND EACH OTHER
HMMM, NOW WE SEE IT
SO MAYBE YOU CAN GO LIVE WITH ANOTHER ORANG UTAN AND YOU BOTH CAN BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER, SINCE YOU'RE BOTH THE SAME KIND
OH YA, REMEMBER TO BUILD SOUND PROOF ROOMS IN YOUR HOUSE WITH THE ORANG UTAN, OR YOU TWO WILL KILL EACH OTHER OVER SMALL NOISES CREATED BY EACH OTHER
OH MY, HOW UNFORTUNATE, I WOULDN'T LIKE 2 DEAD ORANG UTANS Y'KNW?

AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE READING THIS
GET A LIFE, BITCH.

I love India

2008-11-30T18:44:00.000-08:00

INDIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! before flying to Mumbai
look at Lihwei's face

family!

we're excited to fly

SIA!

my dearest roommate

ily Nabilah!

AUTORIKSHAW!

TURBAN GUY!

Pranav, the funny ass

Mr Umashankar

Hiphopbuddy!Look at Hafiz

VIKHEPATIL STUDENT ROCKERS!

look at my hand
i like it

look at my other hand

i'm turning indian

TEJASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
ROCK ON!
Jan! Sneha!
SMALL MOHIT!

ULTRAHUMANS

Jiahui! Lihwei! Hafiz!

on the trampoline

Look at TPR
please laugh at her

guess what?
A Korean girl in Vikhe Patil and the only kid i'm not so scared of

the S'pore rockers
without Nabilah :(

Hafiz,Jiahui,PinRong, Zarchi

look at the randomness

-1 and 0

basement and first floor

we were bored so we decided to play with each other's eyes
they zoomed in on my eye so it was the same size as Nabilah's

Hello Lihwei

Nijel
the mad scientist

see what i mean
look at him playing with the fire

Vikhe Patil gave us roses and Zarchi and Lihwei fought with the roses and it broke look at their broken roses

look at TPR
she wants to be ULTRAWOMAN

ORRITEL!

our first hotel

we were bored before dinner

the freaking beautiful caves

and we all hate yoghurt

Lips for lunch?

I DON"T WANT TO LEAVE THE HOTEL!

Byebye India!

I freaking love India, the students who went on this fieldtrip, my roomate Nabilah, the Vikhe Patil rockers, especially Sneha and Jan and my cute guys Tejas and Mohit and of course the Small Mohit and Mrs D.

I miss Nijel's Turban Brain Juice joke and the breakfast and waking up late cos we didn't hear the morning call, the chaotic traffic, Vikhe Patil Memorial School lessons and funny students like Pranav and Daivik and all. I miss hiphopping with Hafiz, talking to Pinrong,Zarchi about someone squeezing apples while singing, i'll miss saying " I WANT TO PEE!" every two hours, i miss the Aga Khan Palace with the boring Gandhi stuff and staying over at Sneha's house, the freaking shopping there and the rikshaw rides and going to Marie's room to eat cup noodles, fussing over all the indian food, and my staple food, the roti

I'll miss Sanskruti and Mrs Gopala's shouting and the crazy soccer girls in Vikhe Patil and Mr Umashankar ( OMG) and all the freaking attention we've been getting, especially after the Mumbai bomb that was really unfortunate and reading the newspapers there and pestering Abhishek to activate our prepaid cards, i miss running around Orritel and our "top secrets" and the dikir barat and the Hindi songs and the flights

all good things come to an end :(

going to camp tomorrow

miss me :(

2008-11-30T04:55:00.000-08:00

I LOVE INDIA!
yes i'm back
too tired to blog
k, gonna sleep

b, you got me euphoric

2008-11-21T02:50:00.000-08:00

MUMBAI!

HERE I COME!

miss me!
will try to update if i can!
keep the tags coming in
LOVE YOU GUYS

xoxo
Jiahui

Taylor Swift's my new idol

2008-11-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

i feel kinda like shit now
cos my sis and i are currently cold waring
don't get me wrong
this isn't an act of guiltiness
it's not my effing fault to begin with
bitch, you are so lucky i'm flying in 2 days
so you have the whole room to yourself

yeah, don't send me off
go send Jonathan's sis
yeah go, go on
and now what
you wanna play switching off the lights
go on, i have the master switch while you only have the remote
yeah now you wanna play turning on the fan high
go on, bitch, go on
grow up, seriously
i'm so glad i just have to tolerate tonight with you
i'll buy souveniers for you
i hope you like them and afterwards, remember to feel guity

having mixed feelings about Mumbai
half excited, half emo
shitxzzx

b, at least talk to me before i go,k?

b

2008-11-16T08:04:00.000-08:00

b, imy!

i'm seriously bored
and i think i'm suffering from isonmia lor
shit la
i can't sleep, again

i'm flying to Mumbai in 6 days time
and i'm not excited
i haven't even packed
nonetheless, i still have to get souveniers for you guys

souvenier list ( not in any specific order)
- Sis
-Maid
-Dad
-Mum
- Jsam
-Jsam's sis
-LYY
-Cangy
-Guru
-Angel
-Weifun
-Tzeling
-Ziwei
-Jersey
-Joanna
-Justina
-Stella
-Yongler
-Zicheng
-Simin
-Junwei
-Weiliang
-Emalia
-Fish Jr
-Angela

Kinda dreading 2009
i don't wanna grow up man
although i have like big dreams of touring the world and living my ambition
growing up seems scary

b, i really miss you.

okay i will do the quiz that Yongler tagged

Rules:1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. The end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tagging back to the person who tagged you! & tag only the people who have not done the quiz before.

Start!
1) I'm afraid of small kids
2) I talk to myself alot
3) I cut my own hair when i'm bored
4)I laugh without sound LOL
5)I don't mind being called bitch ( ROFL!)
6)I don't eat vegetables
7)I often contradict myself
8)I'm super noob at passing a soccerball, even though i kick Guru on a daily basis
9)I bite my nails
10)I enjoy pissing certain people off

10 people tagged

okay i won't tag
but if you wanna do, you're welcome to do :)

A : You Like To Drink :)
B : You Like People :)
C : You Are Really Silly :)
D: You Like To Eat :)
E : You Like To Play With Dogs :)
F : You Are Dead Sexy :)
G : You Never Let People Tell You What To Do :)
H : You Have A Good Personality And Good Looks :)
I : Easy to be with:)
J : People Adore You :)
K : You Are Wild And Crazy! :)
L : Everyone Loves You :)
M : Best Kisses Ever :)
N : Best BF/GF Anyone Could Ask For :)
O : Easy To Fall In Love With :)
P : You Are Popular With All Types Of People :)
Q : You Are A Tomboy :)
R : You Are Loyal To Those You Love :)
S : Crazy :)
T : Awesome Kisses :)
U : You Really Like To Chill :)
V : Awesome :)
W : You Are Very Broad Minded :)
X : You Love Sports :)
Y : Best BF / GF Anyone Could Ask For :)
Z : Always Ready :)

Y: Best BF / GF Anyone Could Ask For :)
A: You Like To Drink :)
P: You Are Popular With All Types Of People :)

J: People Adore You :)
I : Easy to be with:)
A: You Like To Drink :)

H : You Have A Good Personality And Good Looks :)
U : You Really Like To Chill :)
I : Easy to be with:)

damn,this thing flatters me too much

y'knw
i may be leaving EFC soon
and prolly this event will be my last event with you guys
my last service will be next year's graduation thingy
well, i still remember our TKK days
where Laura, Olivia, Huili, Anna, Elysee and i were super close
then Anna went to Shanghai
then we moved up to Rzone
still remained close but then slowly drifted apart
i grew more attached to the Atlantic Dolphins
people like Candy, Zayne, Eleanor, Joyce, and the Fat King who never fails to fight for the sofa
then now i'm leaving soon
gonna miss them all

and Anna still remembers me :)))))))))))))))))))))
wonder when is she gonna come back
missed our longlong chats and heart to heart talks before she went off

will be attending the same church as Dad
Lighthouse Evangelism
prolly gonna join Dramalight
haha, we'll see

and i realised i haven't been really going on outings lor
i wanna go outings with:
NS6!
Cangy and Guru
Atlantic Dolphins
b0d0h, Tzeling, Angel, Ziwei, Jersey ( Compass Point)
Fish Jr and Angela

and i should really start my fat stack of homework
so far, i only finished half of the english G&V practice and the Science paper MCQ
walao, i'm such a slacker
LYY!
faster go out do homework with me la,bitch!

it's 1 am now lor
i think i have a serious case of isonmia

then i shall write my shopping list

-COLOURED JELLYBANGLES!!!!
-Backpack
-NUM singlet (idk what design i want yet)
-Rocker guitar/guitar pick blingbling necklace
-Hipster bermudas

eh, this time very short leh
lol, yeah you can always get me an early christmas present

k, i shall try to sleep now
guides tmr.

2008-11-15T05:53:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU, GO CURL UP IN SOME CORNER AND DIE LA, FUCKER!

screwed

2008-11-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

random, i know

i'm just editing pictures to make myself happy
okay it isn't really working
shit you la

i saw 11: 11 today
could you be the one?

idk why i wait for you to come online
while staring at my phone which obviously isn't gonna ring
and then check your blog to see if there's updates
then check your friendster to see if you've logged in
walao, i think i should slap myself
prolly it's time to let go

shit you bitch bitch bitch!
the sight of you irks the shit outta me
get a life and stop acting as if everyone loves you
matter of fact, i don't
they don't and he obviously doesn't anymore
please go slap yourself

shit la
feeling fucking screwed up
i shall wallow in self pity
and i hate all people with pretty lives with everything that goes their way and absolutely no screwed up days 365 days a year
so back off if you're of the above description

and i hate kids
i'm serious

2008-11-13T06:10:00.000-08:00

i am feeling super screwed, like now

the only enlightening thing today
i took a picture with Zac Efron

yes i know it's not the real thing
but yeah, like that i very happy alr la

fucked up

you're on my head like a song on the radio

2008-11-12T04:05:00.000-08:00

hello bitch

BIENALE WAS COOL SHITZXZX!
I LIKE!

they had big fat maggots

bad Claudia wanted to step on them
mean woman

see, see, they're so cute

face lookalike kinda vegetable

100% organic

then went into this room where the floor was a bird's eye view of Singapore
then we were given stickers to paste then i couldn't find Yishun, much less my house or YTSS
so i just stuck it at some random place and wrote:

Claudia was also kinda lost so she pasted this

then we went to this wall and saw this HUGE art work
looks like yarn or coloured twine or something right
it's acrylic paint
in this curly curly thingy, the poor artist must me working like a total mad cow
all dried one y'knw?
the whole thingy

then came to this yarn thingy
and saw this massive knitting where you can pull the knitting and it become a pile
i accidentally took Irina's long legs
LOL
fully made up of knitted yarn

SO COOL RIGHT?

the pictures
chess board
actually idk what's this about but i remembered i liked the chess board alot and it's photoshopped, okay duh

these people are freaking standing on salt crystals

then came to this room that scared us all quite abit

girl or guy
first thing Seri went in and went " HAHHAHA this girl no boobs!"
ROFL!

the room looked like this
it's a court room y'knw
anyway
these 3 pictures we didn't care to take
cos they looked scary and stuffs
like they were seriously staring at you

next room
black flowers

then walk to the other side

it's colourful
and Claudia went like " It's freaking chio lor!"

took the picture with my phone in the art piece
so one side is black and the other side is colourful
made of metal y'knw
the artist used laser to cut them
and not two are the same
and there must be 45734987636 of them
no la, actually only 10 000, lol

NICE RIGHT?
okay my favourite one lor :)

this is cute
the picture that "moves" along with you

then went into this room
OMG!!!!
THIS ARTIST IS A TOTAL ROCKER DUDE SIOL!

guitar

drumset
guitar again

singer
the whole band
carved out of plywood
and it was made into a motion picture video thingy
SO COOL!

mountains in water
the fog is so mystical
it makes me wonder
lol, why am i acting chim now
anyway, we think it's some jelly substance

next room
basic supermarket stuff with uncomfortable wordings

so Sharpay Evans right?
all pink and glittery

ask why
then some shooting game scene at the bottom of the box

we are all Americans
with sarcasm
shoot first friends later

OH OH
THIS IS THE ONE I DON"T UNDERSTAND

my soul, my universe, where were you all those days tolerating intolerance?
people killing people for chocolates
hand over the chocolate and no one get's hurt

floating book

cool shitzxzx

next:
UFO invasion
this artist is freaking impromptu
i like :)

Malaysia thingy
they're tryna humiliate M'sia

will a evil Wayang Kulit
next room
this guy decided to make his daily driving around a "video game"

look at my retarded bitch in orange
this is the birds eye view of the birds eye view map
seriously, i thought some one littered the place y'knw
i didn't know so many people pasted their stickers there

had half an hour free and easy
then walked around and begged Irina to bring me and Claudia to the creepy picture room
went in and was kinda freaked out
then went to watch this creepy video
then this Claudia Tan practically dug her nails into my arm
the video was done by a Thai artist and it was in Thai
damn creepy cos it kept saying things like
" i waited so long..."
" why haven't you come back?"
scary like ^$^%$%^$&

look at this woman
she's the one who dug her nails into my arm when we were watching the " creepy video"
and when we were in the creepy picture room
THE MAGGOT CUTE RIGHT?

then lunch time

see we so jialat
need to sit at staircase eat cos everywhere was full

Claudia is a hamburger face, LOL

then walked and talked about Zac Efron, then went on to Vanessa Hudgens then went on to Miley Cyruc then went to Jonas Brothers then Taylor Swift

walked to the second site
yes it's made of recycled items
there's these poles with slippers on them
worms eye view of then interior

went into this room with lights that shone on the floor
light
and the line

then went into this room where they had the video on a boat going underwater
everyone screamed when it "capsized"

more funny slippers

then went into a wooden igloo
with "snow"
the woman who went " OMG! WHITE!"
frozen lake?

opening of the igloo

looks creepy right?
this retarded woman again

MY SAYANG!!!!!!!!

then after that reached school and ran off to meet Zayne and Candy at Northpoint
needed to buy stuff for props for the upcoming event that i'm not gonna attend :(
stopped for a quick bite at KFC

Zayne's diluted "bird droppings"
Zayne and i crapped too much, till Candy couldn't eat in peace

then they kept laughing at me laughing lah
bad people
LOL
went to chongpang to buy the stuffs
freakin' fun to hang out with them
bought stuff
laughed at gay things
laughed too hard till i cried
then wanted to buy extensions for Victoria
then i was looking at the extensions
Jiahui : " this one nice right? i lke the colour.."
Shop Assistant stands behind me
Zayne and Candy watches in silence while um-chioing
Shop Assistant : " Miss, you want to extend?"
Jiahui being completely obvlious of the shop assistant
then getting a shock afterwards
LOL

YIREN XIDI!
LOL YIRENG WASH FLOOR!
this is the retarded Zayne that kept making my laugh
bad Zayne

just recieved them from Claudia
psst, tell you a secret
i like these maggots
shhh, cannot tell ar, LOL
Maybe we're friends
Maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder

this is my effing retarded laughing video
please watch and laugh your ass off

the assholes

2008-11-11T04:18:00.000-08:00

says it all

woke up on monday morning and felt damn bored
so called LYY and went to her house to slack
then we decided to go visit Angel cos we haven't seen her in 48562465782y6758786 years

then arrived at her doorstep and started screaming and running around her house

LYY!
we were in the process of raping Angel
she screamed so loudly her next block neighbour look out of her window

me and the distorted sad hippo face Angel

LYY, FISHBALL ORANKEE!
hahahahaha, sorry it's an unglam
LYY and memememememeeme!
i just realised my eyes damn small.
Angel running away from LYY

lovelovelove
trying on Angel's clothes
LOL, look at Angel's face
sorry woman, another unglam
Angel's hurricane hit wardrobe
hurricane = LYY and Jiahui!
i love this bitch more than words can say
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look at my bitch
lol
then my bitch sleeping
then i went to disturb my bitch
by sleeping next to her

caught in an unglam action
btw that's Angel's LOL

Angel's HOLY GIRAFFE
retarded bitch

note : all "bitch"s and "asshole"s in the above post are a form of endearment
i love them still!

then today
woke up at 7 and rushed out of the house ate breakfast with Angel and met Joanna then went to school together
then in the end late for Guides
yeah man, 7 rounds

then did gadgets for less than an hour
then went for art bridging
it ROCKEDROCKEDROCKED inside out upside down
cool people there
drewdrewdrew
then sketchsketchsketch
and yeah
WE'RE GOING TO SOME ART MUSEUM TOMORROW
and i'm excited, okay yay

then went for lunch with Weifun and Angel
listened to Angel's troubles and played "counsellor"
cheer up yo woman
then went back to school
then did hairstyling course
went around and tied people's hair and stuffs
freaking fun
bullied Peiyee and Mainland
okay i think i'm such an evil bitch

well okay
then after guides hanged out with Weifun and Angel in the 804 bus
heart to heart talks and bitching sessions
then had a longer heart to heart talk with Angel after Weifun left

love!

bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch
note : this is not endearment