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SUPERGIRL
YAPJIAHUI
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
我不想的sorry training ended late today sorry my phone was screwed and the batt was flat k i'm sorry. phy was a disappointment well everything is, including me i'm such a disappointment i don't want things to turn out this way, but what can i do, it's all my fault and no one else i'm so sorry i went and got myself selected for hillary challenge i'm sorry i volunteered to be sec 2 i/c and make myself busier i'm sorry alright i'm sorry i even had dreams sorry i aspired to be a leader. i am so sorry i'm a mistake, a disappointment, a let down thank you sister and father, you guys have made me a better person she is the apple of your eye, yeah she deserves it, after all, she's an all rounder, star student never a loser, not like me no you didn't show favourtism, she's older, more mature, i understand but i felt it yes i wished i wouldn't feel that way but it's all my fault. not yours i just wish you'll teng me like you did before i'm sorry for not being what you wanted it's just that she has her other half already, why can't you love me more? and i wished i'd stop crying, so you wouldn't see, then you wouldn't think i was troubled but wait, you won't really bother. did a lot of thinking on the way home. only one thing was playing in my head " cos everytime that i try i get tongue tied, i need a little good luck to get me by this time." and JSam, if you're reading this, pls don't tell JE i don't really want them to know, thx bro. i guess i'll go, bye |
